The Extraordinary of an Ordinary

2006-12-22T13:45:00.000+08:00

its so nearing the season alrdy!
and im so glad!!
nothing can describe how i long for xmas.
and my awaited 2007.

(:

07, 07 is my fav no.!
wad ever it may take to make up my 2007.
awrite. just let it be!
for now, its the joyous CHRISTMAS!!

am so happy gonna go out to SHOP
shop till i drop eh?
nv felt such freedom before.
now that my family knows my baby.

it took a year to determine completely.
but ya. finally they saw him and erm.
i suppose there are more praises!
lol. don be haolian ar.

for wadever reason.
i nid cash.
CASH.
cASHHHHH.

anyone wanna be some sponsor
for "the-well-being-of-sandra-this-christmas"
or "the-must-satisfy-sandra-bank-account-this-christmas"
pple? anyone from ashley to kasuet.

*coughs.

wadever the crap!
im gonna go shopping!!
wish me a great day ahead today!
baby. hear i come!! (:

2006-12-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

am now at home drained from energy
just came home from bugis
shopped like nobody business
for a erm festive clothing for xmas!

and of cos. getting broke and so.
but nvm. festive season is spending ma.
wadda do.
o.0" wadda do!! =(

so many photos i took in the landscape flower exhibition
at suntec with my family
too many photos for me to upload
very mafan!! so i just wanna update for my lovely ladies to read up

thanks ladies kip comin back to view my life.
yayayaya!

I SO WANNA MIT UP WITH U GIRLS THIS CHRISTMAS
I NID YOUR IMMEDIATE ATTENTION
I AM OFFICIALLY CHOPPING U GIRLS THIS CHRISTMAS AH!

BU NENG HUI YUE!=DD

cheers all!^^

Happy 1st Year Anniversary baby<3

2006-12-14T12:57:00.000+08:00

1 whole year of lovin

1 whole year of happiness

1 whole year of teasing

1 whole year of calling u a pig when u sleep till noon

1 whole year of hugs

1 whole year of small quarrelings

1 whole year of working hard in maple

1 whole year of smiles

1 whole year of u

1 whole year of US.

so much memories this 1 year.

cos im with you.(:

loads of lovin baby,
love, me<3

2006-12-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

life is vexed and drained today :(
woke up quite early today to prepare for that final mug for DWA.
but like i din get anything started so i screamed at shenz till he woke up
so then i went to suntec mac to study.

the reason why i went such a great mile to study was of one important reason.
for this i think i decide to kip it within shenz, me and ash.
(if not everyone will go la hor!! (: )
muahahaha.

before proceeding to the torturous mugging process.
we walked passed the store where shenz had always longed for a piece there.
everyweek going there had been witnessing at the queues at the Prata store. lol.
chandra lovelove, our fav food from hometown yea!

so shenz finally got the "yea!finally-can-makan" face! lol.

dont believe wad i say rite? den we talk abt evident la! look at how engrossed he is man!

STEP 1.....
blah blah blah

I never bluff u ma!

look at his face full of eagerness to eat!!!

STEP 2....
blah blah blah

see that tiny pint of smile on his face?

"HEHEHE, PRATA IM GONNA EAT U" =DD

EVIAL PRATA MURDERER. grr >>

NOW NOW NOW! DIP IT INTO THE CURRY SAUCE! (which i think doesnt taste as good as i thought it is)

THEN EAT IT LIDAT! ARGHM! YUMMEH! =DD

so then i went to that mac to study after my nice bowl of wanton noodles!
DARN NICE! *recommended*

MUGGED AT MAC. took me quite some time to get tuned to the mugging mood especially when shenz is playing games beside me. OKAY I NOE U TMR NO TEST MAN! CLAP CLAP!! z.Z.ZZ..

till on my way home to take a bus at the espland0 and i see these lovely purple furry ballies at marina square NICE!!!!!

of cos then when im outside at the bus stop sideway,
i managed to take this...

wad i call tingling lovelies(:

okies barh, overall i should say today is quite lovely.
at least got darling to pei me(:
MUAHAHA.

Jiayou sandra! tmr DWA 830 AM.
so wad are u doing here?
DUH!!

2006-12-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

Today i really felt xinfu again.
Life is so nice today, i mean i can really feel christmas(:
the warmth of christmas!!

reali feel so gandong by those ard me.
i mean like all those ard me loves me so much.

is the season to be jolly tralalalala~ =)

every christmas tree makes me feel alive

its such a nice way today to start my december mood.
(trying to forgo the stress on next week's common test)

went to TOY'R'US at JP today(:
this is da dollie session, rmb how u crave to talk to ur companion that looks angmoh? even if u're a boy.

From afar... u'll see !!!!!!

ELMO ELMO ELMO!! SESAME STREET!!!

SO I BUEY TAHAN must take photo with one of them. now this cute lil'thing got that priviledge! =)

and i saw those nice nice elmo items and there goes my..........
THE ONE I LOVE!
THE ONE THAT EVEN THAT LAUGHLESS MAN SHENZ WILL LAUGH AT!
MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE-ST!!

called mum:
me:
"Mummy, YOU NOE HOR TOY'R'US GOT SELL THE ELMO!! SO CUTE LEH!!"
mum:
"huh? se mo lai de?"
me:
"HEN CUTE DE! THE ELMO CAN LAUGH AND DO STUNTS!!"
mum:
"u got money to buy ma?"
me: (replied smartly)
"hais, 100 bucks leh, i dono want to buy anot leh. but so cute! i reali like *sad voice* (which is obviously true just that i wanna outstand that to portray my inner regret to not buying it
mum:
"hao ba, u go buy first lor. mummy pay u later as ur christmas present"
me:
"HUH! ZHEN DE AR!! 100 DOLLARS LEH!!"
mum:
"ya lor. u like right? mummy buy for u lor."
me:
"WA! YEAH!!!!!!"

do i sound like some kidddddo =(
AND I BOUGHT IT *SNAPS* just lidat!
i do feel kinda guilty spending 100 bucks for a want,
but i love ELMO, u noe it.

(P/S: i wont forsake ur elmos, darling and kasuet. they're all so loved by me lor!!)

and on thursday night, my dad brought me to buy my Z610i!!!
I LONGED for it like nobody's business! no matter the thumbprint cover, I STILL LOVE IT!!!! AHHH! dont come telling me how unworthy it is, TO ME, IT'S ME(:

AWW, LOOK! how nice the glows from the mirror pinkie screen(:

den BECOS of my selfishness,
i talked to shenz LONG AGO about getting a couple phone.
we've been eyeing on this since the first day i saw it.
i mean look how it is, it's all i want for from a phone;
pinkish.flip.mirror.uniqueStyle.
dat's all i wanted! and it had all of it(:

LOVED IT TO BITS.

and back to this,
poor baby ought to spend so much money to get his new z610i
he ought to sell his n6280 to get this phone.
JUST TO GET IT COUPLED with mine):
his is blue, i liked his inner(white) as much as he love his phone, as much as i can see=p

life is full of ups and downs;
today is one of the UPs i encountered in my life.
feeling so blessed.
reali touched and so wanna get emo. lol.

BUT before we noe! christmas is here!
i wanna start MUGGING! I DONT CARE!
MUG TILL I DIE MAN! X(
JIAYOU SANDRA, darling and all those frenssie out there(:

WENSHEN, U BETTER STUDY I TELL U!

I AM WATCH YOU!!!

2006-12-07T02:17:00.000+08:00

i mean i totally need honest comments to improve.
my skin is self made.
yep! made by SANDRA.
comments pls tag.
thank u!(:

2006-12-06T07:11:00.000+08:00

being unwell during PMS is like already routine for me.
all weak and tired.
unable to concentrate or diligently work.
hopefully passed fast.

and of cos well u see ytd i was caught in sch when i see skies turned grey
so i offered to ashley if we could take the cab.
we patiently wait behind the 2 groups who are infront of us.
FINALLY the two groups went and we happily flagged our cabs.

there came this FUCKING 2 TMD gurls.
WHO HAPPILY STOOD FAR AHEAD OF US.
THE BEST THING IS. THEY STARTED FLAGGING.
ok, of cos if she din saw me cos they were far, i'd think again whether to approach her.

BUT DO U NOE WAD =D
both of them turned (i Think it's a fren telling her)
and look at me.
i gave them the "hey im here face"

WAO! SO AMAZING
they turned around AND FLAGGED THEIR FUCKING HANDS AGAIN.
WAO!! SO WADS THAT CALLED?
EAT U RIGHT TO UR FACE RITE?

so i walked ALL the way to her.
PAT on her shoulders, SMILED and said
"excuse me, if u din noe, we were behind u and we came first"
I MEAN IF U'RE HUMAN, I SMILED. WAD ELSE NICER DO U WAN FROM ME?

she replied in a foreign slang:
"well, there is no taxi stand here so there is no queue.
i mean why do u have to tell me that?
if u're in a rush i can give it to u first(in an attitude manner)"
AND THEN SHE FUCKING FLAGGED HER HANDS AGAIN.

I WAS SO HEAT UP BY HER FUCKING ASSED UP ATTITUDE.
I scolded "fark u, ccb" only that ashley and maybe some murmurs they could hear.
that heat was amazing. u can feel it THROUGH ur body right up to ur head.
and so, i said "ok" and i walked INFRONT OF HER TO FLAG A CAB and HAPPILY CAME MY CAB=D

AND OF COS I GRABBED THE CAB FAST while ashley went it.

she SHOUTED "FUCK U" BACK SO LOUD.
that i stood while holding the door and stare at her.
she shouted so loud that i think those at the bus stop heard her.
and the taxi driver went stunned and went like "aiyo"

LOL.
for that matter of fact.
i think it's more than enuff to xia sway her!
MUAHAHAHAHA.

so when i got up the cab.
she paiseh-ly look behind to the bus stop and sortta look see who's looking at her.
MUAHAHAHA.
for this, im happy.

stupd ashley laughing away onli.
tmd. lol.

for this kind of ppl, don deserve to be in MY SCHOOL.
i think i should burn her tell she wake up.
BURN U AR!!
MUAHAHHA

2006-12-03T11:14:00.000+08:00

nowadays shopping is really some kind of erm, test of will.
imagining shopping ard town seeing SOME (not of any reference) kids aged below 16 doing weird stuffs to get attention.
if like u just fking let me peacefully shop its ok.
it's the way they ATTEMPT to be old and erm, their yaya look and eyes that gin.

OMG. those look makes me wanna puke.
reali, a turn off. just let my shop and look at those merchadise.
not at the way u wave ur body so hard when u walk nor the irritating sense of uncivilised talking when I AM SHOPPING.

so wad if u get the attention u nid? YAWNS.

and of cos to kids who work nowadays have no basic kind of respect to customers who reject their offers.
their theory: "I ASK U MUST BUY. NV BUY GO AND DIE"
like wtf. u work u gotta be humble wad. wad is that attitude. u offer i must say ok?!

u can imagine, when u're walking happily looking ard and a student approaches u.
"erm mdm.. can i ask..."blah blah blah.
of cos not interested means = walking away.or even saying sorry its ok.
guess how they react
"a turned off face den with those stupid look"
u mean u dono how to say
"its ok. thank you. do come again or wad?"

fark sia. argh.

so ytd i met wanxiang and huili. omg wanxiang ur gorgeous nails hurt when u point and pricked my flesh when u called me. lol. both of u look gorgeous la.. loooong time no see la. lol.

and i saw my everyday seen fren: shiying! LOL.
omg la. so funny first time seeing her beyond sch hrs and in town somemore!
LOL. imagine the scenerio we met when we were crossing the roads! LOL.
(:

ashley, u called me and my hp batt is eventually out leh. i oso dono y.
i cant hear a thing. lol. omg i bought a bag, again. LOL. blah.

I went to bugis after town and saw SooKee(Jewelleries) had a perfect christmas tree inside bugis junction. omg i tell u, its like so darnit gorgeous. FULL of crystals(or diamonds?) NO trace of greenish paper. TOTALLY sparkling! OMG.

ash, i lazy do ur tag. next entry ba! muahaha

2006-12-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

Well today went for dental im so upset la.
i reali regretted choosing the one at NDC.
erm, how do i say it.
its not like their facilities are not good nor their service being poor. Neither the ortho__gist being violent went mending the teeth.

It's that there's a mixed of pte and subsidized customers.
so its like ALL year long. ALL packed schedules for all the docs la.
everyone noes i've been putting my braces on for like 3 yrs+ alrdy!!
but it's not like the doctor wanna do it lidat.

first, each patient should eventually have a "loyal" ortho__gist throughout the period.
yet, my previous Mr Yong("TaoFu")doc known to have hopped to another hospital had irresponsibly pushed the wonderful job to a lady presently.

basically the appointments should be on average 1 1/2 month interval per visit.
but due to the EVER filled customers and appointments, 1 1/2 month interval can prolong to like 2 1/2 months instead. or worse condition if nearing ur appointment date and u realised u have actually a test on that day and u called up to change the appointment, they'd tell u "Sry, but it's all filled now till next month" den it's be like up to 4 months from the previous visit.

and obviously every visit this yr when i meet my doc, i'd ask her the first qns i see her:
"Erm, when can i get it out?" -smiles with hope-

same old reply:
"a few more trips becos......." blah blah blah! she will say this whole that whole haven close COMPLETELY. cos she says she want it perfect and ya of cos wads worst. she said this.
"u put so long alrdy den myself do it to the best, be patient"

ok, maybe its meant to be some encouragement, but it's filtered to me as so..
"u put so long alrdy den myself u put longer"

=( i just want my festive season with this metal out.
every noes that braces girls with lip gloss looks reali gross.
hais. =(

but of cos, i do feel like kinda numb alrdy abt the excitement. cos she told me its like 3 more visits, which is like 4 more mths!! to think abt it upsets me even more.

******
cynthia:
yep, i do agree with this period of time i wouldnt wanna face u at all in class. that was.. yr one? of cos i din noe y i bother to check that "who deleted me in msn" thing or maybe everything will turn out the another way? i was reali disappointed and upset at our pure frenship at that pt of time, i nv thought u'd do that. but wadever it is abt the misunderstanding, at least at my part, i noe we cant be those best friends or very chatable friends. But, at least i understand that bygones can be bygones. so no w0rries.

*****

today had a bad stomache at IS class, bo bian must chiong home by cab. darling so nice de. sayang me on the way. hais. sometimes see u lidat i oso dono y last time i kip thinking u bully me. lol. but life's lidat, so much to discover rite!! oh, and ytd darling bought me facial powder from thefaceshop and that gurl said:
"ni de nan peng you hen xi xing leh" eeeee. den dat shen hor shy shy walk out and say "of cos i xi xin la!" yawn man! =x

lols. 1212 coming!! wad u getting for me?! xP

*****

CHANDRA CLL:
lol. thanks for being loyal to my blog and of cos i read that testi. chiong 2 more weeks den we go out ler!! and i noe wad u wanna tell me.

lols. 2512 coming!! wad i gonna get for u isit? xD

*****

so many things i wanna do.
so many things i wanna do!! =(
jiayou sandra. ((:

2006-11-30T13:40:00.000+08:00

life is like very ocntradicting today.
slowly finishing off DWA, yet my poor members gets the harder parts of the project.
so i'd sit beside them hear their cries, hear their rants. =(
reali so sad, i cant be of any help to others in IT. zzz.

den OOAD, PM next week nid to complete.
omg. KILL ME.

and best, the week after, we Have.....
COMMON TESTS. WOW!

wad a xmas gift.

zzz.

in 2 weeks from this, we got our xmas hols.
its just 2 weeks noe?
but its fully packed so much that i dread the next two weeks ya noe.
blahs. so sad.

just hope and pray and hope and pray that everything is in control.
the thoughts of chionging through the nights by studying the tests.
awww. my sleepless nights.

so i've decided:
"THIS WEEKEND MUST .... PLAY FULLY!!!! =X"

cant tahan days like today, nid to stay in library for hours to wait for NA at 4pm again. OMG this wait is killing me, it is tempting me to not go for class!! it reali is!! ahh!!

and i dono y, but my blog's skin now is horrendous isit?
=(
i did it in like 8mins.
dats y la, no time ma, so many assignments.

DONT KUA SWAY WA LA.

Soon when im free i will upload a better one =DD

2006-11-30T00:16:00.000+08:00

ytd reali had a bad night.
felt so terrible and talked to shen abt it.
din reali feel sooo upset overnight for such a long time.
so much so when i woke up in the morning, i usually forget unhappy stuffs within my control.

but for ytd. it was beyond.
and so i went down to that company that day and i got in when 2/4 got it.
yes, and thanks to the supervisor for all his support and to the company's ren tong.
BUT U NOE WAD? I DONT FREAKING WANNA NOT WORK IN YOUR COMPANY.

is just the stupid arrangements that suddenly cropped up.
i noe ur company is reali good. and i noticed its at UPPER PAYA LEBAR.
but do u noe wad?? previously my chauffer mummy whom bring me to work everyday and promised to even during my attachment, IS UNABLE TO DO SO cos her grant of the flower stall at COMMONWEALTH is granted.

SO WAD CAN I DO.

TELL ME TO WAKE UP AT 5 EVERYDAY TO REACH THERE AT BEFORE 8?
AND KNOCK OFF AT 6 IF OT:8 TO REACH HOME AT 10PM?
like what shiying said. means 10pm i reach home bathe and eat till 11pm must take baseball back to knock out to slp.

DEN CAN SLEEP FOR LIKE ERM 6 HOURS STRAIGHT to wake up at 5 next morning?

everyone noes. I CANT DO IT.

pls. do not think like im some devil who plays the sch and the company out by testing my luck out with that company.
U NOE NOONE LIKES JOB INTERVIEWS.
how freaking it is. SO PLS DO NOT JUDGE ME AS SOME PROBLEMATIC PERSON LA.

Its BEYOND CONTROL.
and last nite i received the supervisor's email stating F.Y.I aka For your info.

say that the consequences in short meant unable to go for round 2 thus eventually get IHP.

fortunately i have a last resort after talking to shiying jus now.
now i feel much cooler.

hais.

anyways,went town at late afternoon for some dealings with baby.
saw yvonne and weilin.
lol, so looooong since i seen them.
feeling weird though, but able to cope la.

maybe too long nv mit so i shy liao. lols.

=) hope u2 are doing fine ya.

xmas coming.
SIMIARLY. tests coming. projects piling. stress accumulating.

i wan my lovely christmas, pls.
o wan my lovely holidays, pls.
i wan my 12 days of christmas, pls.
i wan my presents, pls.
i wan my xmas parties, pls.
i wan MY STRESSFREE LIFE, PLS

2006-11-28T00:27:00.000+08:00

finally changed my blogskin =D

hope this creates a cool christmas atmasphere!
a season that i've been longing for all year long!
=DD

so glad man!

interview success = fan nao.
nv felt lidat before.
so reluctant and guilty.

=(

darling. jy ok.
we gonna make those phones OURS!
MUAHAHA.

and oso not forgetting the commemoration of our dear tests.
=(((

and my braces.. i wan it off!
pls.. =((

2006-11-11T11:24:00.000+08:00

Its really heartening to see my baby bro turning sec 3 next yr,
so much that he'd grown, so much we'd to worry abt.
this year was his crucial streaming.
i state this as more crucial than the 0levels,
cos this kinda seal ur fate for i view.

i have always regretted getting into 3B aka the science stream.
im so into art, home econs, d&t. i mean y did i not think of my future.
all i think of then, was just that moment of success that my dad nagged into me.
i did not think of MY future.

my dad would obviously scream at me about the stupid amaths and pure sciences that i've nv known wad it was like, until i've gotten in.
i known deep down, i dowanna be any doctor or wadsoever.
i LOVE art.

but i thought i could change my mind then at age if 14.
i thought just as wad daddy said, i could be reali successful.
like any other Science students who first went in,
i suppose JC to UNI are ur first thoughts.

Just a glimpse now, my bro is the one streaming away.
he has got the DIRECT OPPOSITE attitude, personality with me.
HE LOVES TO MUG. HE LOVES TO STUDY.
d only think we have in common is d computer.

i cant believe i did that bet.
handling so many subjects at sec 2, it was reali upset for me to see his results in the first sem. like all the Cs.
He'd always aimed to be a doctor or kinda doctor faculty.
and he's not like me. He WORK towards his aim.

and im sorry to say, i influenced him to use the comp and PS2.
i taught him. or he'd be nerd =p

it's amazing how i see him so relaxed the days before exams,
he's like watching d tv till 8 and slp by then.
den whenever i reached hm and ask him "ming tian mei you kao shi meh?'
he will reply in a VERY much unbelievably confident way "ZHAO JIU DU WAN LE!"

i will go "yaya, wait ur results come out den u noe"

and ya, i bet a $50 if he can get into the best class 3A aka 3 pure sciences and amaths those ewks.

and so he say, "OK! NI SHUO DE AR! i put in my hp as a memo den it will alarm on the day i get my streaming results"

so here come the report book weeks later
All the As & Bs.
like WTH.
HOW DID HE DO THAT =.=!!!!

and then came the streaming revelation date,
"MARK TAN - 3A"

thanks ar.
so u win la bro.
and i bought u that $40 mouse for ur comp.
ok, our comp =p

freakishly, he's my bro.
thinking of it, he's my pride, my regret, my advisee, my role model.
and of cos i'm my dad's letdown.
till ytd he's still bring up all the past
"you see la, told u to go into science stream is ask u to study hard and go JC. not ask u to drop A-maths worse is not letting me noe"

okok, but tortures should be demolished. just like a-maths.

=) jiayou bro, i noe how hard it is to eventually study 3pure sciences and that crazy a-maths. pls do not take up additional ART as ur subject. you will die. okok, u might not actually. cos u are a smart ass, and we're different. 0.o.

=============

babyboy:
reali very sorry abt these days.
din noe y i get emotional,
must me dat PMS.
=(

im still so in love with u.
like ytd when i slept at ur shoulder on the bus.
i quietly think back the first time i slept on ur shoulder.
all the sugar rush came back to me.

i realised, u're still that candy in my life that i can nv get rid off =)
sry for making you eat pastamania when i could.
cos its like some reali badd drug dat captivated my tastebuds.
how??? =( we'll it BK d other time rd la! =p

words are not enuff baby, but still, I LOVE U<33

=============

to all that freakish frens out there who have forgotten ur DATES with me.
pls do find me now.
pls call whenever u're free.

can even call me at night to wake up and pee.
=.="

2006-11-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

today is a fcking sway day.
ok, or should i say that 1 evial day of the year.

C0NGRATS.
so out of everyday i went to sch, today i nid to get down to take my pay.
and so i skipped ecad, and guess wad? my father is at home and. BAM!
dio gan.

next.

I rushed down to take a bus to jurong east central.
guess wad? im left with 80 cents when 90cents is all i nid for ride there.

nvm.

so i walked to my neighbourhood's atm.
guess wad? "The machine is currently out of service"

WOOTS!
so i fedup-ly walked to IMM to take their free shuttle bus to jurong east central.
dropping behind popular, its the wisest thing to do.
to go up the escalator to the MRT control station where an ATM is there.
BEST! " The machine is unable to dispense cash"

SIBEH SONG LIAO.
den i went to jurong east NTUC to draw money.
and shiying said "Sandra, your laptop hor, cannot log in leh"
when she's helping me to upload the dwa from my lappy.

WA SONG UNTIL BO WEI GONG LIAO.

i wanted to cry.
but managed not to, cos i rant all d anger on shenz by calling him.
i am very sorry la. =(

im very glad that ASHLEY WEN loves that moshi moshi pendant cum necklace i gave her.
=DD

no money, but still so nice.
hw sia?

HAPPY 18TH BDAY ASHLEY!
FINAALY GOING LEGAL HUH? =DD
wednesday u CIA ME TO KBOX LA SWEE.

oh, and my blog is not emo blog.
it's a place where i, IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
define my own feelings.
its all about MEEEEE, MEEEEE and those I LOVE.

I LOVE. so onli those I LOVE deserves to be blogged on my blog.
EMO-istic comes from ME on MY BLOG.
not for u to judge MY emoism.

THANK YOU.

2006-11-02T07:08:00.000+08:00

reali tired.

OOAD, DWA, PM!

i reali dono hw to get that gantt chart out leh.
must jiayou liao.

been slping later lately, all bcos of me la!
im addicted to AUDITION.

*faints*

and so i have to stress and play.
dats y not enuff slp.
weekends are ahead.

i dono y i don seem to like going for NA.
there's no drive, everyone seems to happily go home.
and NA lessons are 3 hrs long, and they are of networking.
ok, at least i feel that this teacher makes it easy to understand.

basically, it's reali tempting me to not go for that lesson.
i din noe y oso.

=(

im happy abt my life now.
and i wan it better.
=DD IN FUTURE!! =P

and KLL is missing from me alrdy.
ashley left a "A" pendant i bought f0r her at my hse.
christel is ignoring my msgs cos she's into a family biz.
and yinghua dua me say wan play mahjong, in d end she said too late.

BORING LA!
when its school, boring lor.

but i nid to jiayou baa.
baby oso! XD
gogogogo!

2006-10-25T08:34:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya.
yet i did not go out.
stayed at hm THE ENTIRE DAY.
how unusual is that for sandra.

muahaha.

my relatives came over to play mahjong.
my parents got the new sweet PINK one.
muahaha.
my mum's fav colour ma.

so my dad got trashed and my mum won some.
was behind them looking.
THE WHOLE DAY.
den rakion-ed.

aye, rakion fun leh.

baby, i miss u. dont angry with me la, i put this pic.
i think u looked reali sweet lidat!! =X
muacks! =D

2006-10-23T12:04:00.000+08:00

3 hrs break =(
tell me how.. how to be loyal to NA classes lidat...
=((
soooooooo tempted to pon.

now am so alone hiding in this empty classroom =(

=((((( all the way liao.

2006-10-23T08:10:00.000+08:00

its all packed schedule for today.
=( nvm! must jiayou!

muahaha.

reali tiring.
overloading a module, having 5 modules now.
get all these 5 away! den i can dont owe anymore!
muahaha!

=DD jiayou.

had this super fight with baby.
see la, bully me.
muahaha.
i win rite?!

cant go for shen's mum bday dinner today.
my schedule so packed!!!
=(((
so sad. super duper sad.

later go ICHIBAN must eat that fish!
nice rite....
yes, i cld see ur saliva dripping..
*doop doop*

muahaha.

gotta mit baby soon downstairs(:

2006-10-22T03:04:00.000+08:00

sososososo drained of energy.
but nvm. jiayou sandra! muahaha!
$$$$$

baby is so nice,
he went to buy it for me!
reali love it alot.
no matter the cost, I LOVE IT!

=D

and not forgetting love u too!

come fetch me when u got like ard 5 hrs of slp.
orbi la! who ask u pei ur gf (aka gayfren) out till today.
orbi la!!!! serves u right!!!!!!!

SERVES U RIGHT LA!!!!!

ORBI QUACK ORBI QUACK!

sounds retard, but it's reali how i feel!!
soooooo furious!

ORBI ALL THE WAY LA.

muahahaa.

im missing elmo.
i nid MORE of elmo!
ELMOELMOELMO=DD

2006-10-21T15:19:00.000+08:00

Happy Depavali!
haha. im sure KLL will love today with her fren.
never understood wad SANDRA jayjitai means?
cos its in indian language! =DD KLL teach de ma =DD

KLL = Kasuet Lovelove.
Recalling how we noe each other:

From sec 1-2 joined the PSL aka Peer Support Leader,
knowing that she's one of the members.
fullstop.

didnt wish to pursue any further into our relationship of a hi-bye fren.
somehow just another passerby in my life and just as she said her way to sch.
she always would have told me abt her impression of me as "ULTRA dao"
"i always see ur mum fetch u to sch ma, den sometimes i like wanna talk to u lidat, but u just looked away!"

aye, i reali din dao. i just, i dono la. cos reali shy ma, mummy fetch me to sch. den very paiseh. (DAT time la, nw got mummy fetch very GOOD! no nid squeeze bus)

i was in 1B-2B and she's from 1A-2A. apparently she always is active in all the PSL meetings. Those "hyperactive" kind whenever in activities. Somehow i started to noe this gurl named... "Kasuet" =X

PLEASE DO NOT KEEP ASKING US WHY WE ARE BOTH SO SHORT AND THAT WE LOOK ALIKE.
now this is the obvious ans.
She's my partner right infront of the teachers' table when we merged in 3B-4B for our streaming class.
so both of us are often mistaken by teachers for our names.
and ppl always call us "HEY kasuet! eh! Sandra leh! sorry! u 2 look very alike!"

we are the ultimate yellow freak.
u'll nv imagine how much i love yellow.
it's like legendary.
excluding my all-white uniform, i turned wadever i can to yellow.
Earrings, waterbottle, highlighter, pens, pencils, pencilbox,bag, wallet.

LOL!
to think abt it, i think the whole theme fashion is pretty cool.
muahaha.

didnt realised till when i just sat beside KLL, that she's also very into YELLOW.
so both of us wld've started bragging with each other happily abt how many items we have.
i rmb our yellow layered watch in particular! it's like couple watches! but we didnt even tell each other we're getting a new watch. and ta-da! we wore a similar thing.

from then on, we're like ultra superglue!!
we go for recess together, eat together as how she'd always eat ULTRA slow.
and i'd eat ULTRA-fast.
den i'd walk ard the sch.

abt this: reali sorry leh. dat time too immature to noe that patience is needed that i shld wait for u to complete ur meal then BOTH OF US go together. poor her la, always have to eat alone.

our first big fight:
was when results came out. she's ultra sad abt her results which is of cos higher than mine. i recalled asking her to let me take a look, and she ended up blasting in fire and that made me reali upset. we didnt talk for abt 3 days? but still cant tahan of cos.

immature enuff. LOL.

KLL, though u're at SP and im at NP, pls do not forget abt me.LOL.
pls find me more often, do not go missing again leh.
=( and of cos jiayou in ur studies! u can do it de! =DD
LOVE U! =DD

2006-10-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

Not posting abt my class does not mean i am ignorant to my class.
it's just i feel that pple love to judge and misinterpret words on blog.

well, at least to me...
A class
DOES NOT MEANS - EVERYONE HAS TO CLICK WITH EVERYONE AND EVERYONE ARE BESTFRIENDS.
it means a pure friendship that the fact its fate that brings a class together. it means PURE, not backstabbing nor gossiping of everyone u see.

yes, someone told me before:
"If u mix well with ur class, it's still better for urself cos u have to be with them for 3 yrs"
of cos i understand how carefree it cld be.
it's not like everyone can click. Just like how i see pple despising and outcast someone/ppl in class.

so what do u call that as? BONDING?

something by "hearing" and not "seeing" what is done.

I wished it was part of learning that i saw backstabbing and i see that ugly smart ppl"

yes, if u think bragging is not wrong bcos u have the quality.
den so be it, of cos, cos u're smart.
but wait, i cant force a smile or put myself together to click with ppl lidat.
if i see that happening infront of me, that is.

i dont noe how or why everyone can take it.
but its still a pain in my eye whenever i see it.
it's not like i do not want to get used to it and seemingly act as normal so much so for alrdy being the 4th sem,
but when i was splitted from the class last sem, i see a different picture or class bonding.

of cos i am allowing myself to see the beauty of those i realised ugly in my eyes for the past sems.
i wished i see something more than just skin.
at least i want to see a heart, not hyprotical of cos.

this post is just a matter of fact my feelings and thoughts.
pls do not of any situation judge it to ur own opinion.
thank you.

2006-10-18T09:52:00.000+08:00

its really hard battling over whether to go sch.
coughing like a dog, and my cough syrup as well as my flu tablets,
all "may cause drowsiness"
how?

feeling so blue.
woke up at 8. so sick and tired of ytd medicine.
yet i dared not slp.
i noe its harder for me to wake up the 2nd round of slp.

darling din go to sch ytd to pei me go polyclinic.
the headaches that causes the fever,
the sorethroat that turned into some coughing machine gun.
the stuffy nose that turned into some running nose.

and of cos a slpyhead.

darling had to tolerate all of me.
like getting me water, sayang me, pat me to rest at her shoulder.
as u noe, polyclinic's queue sarks.
2 hrs to total up.

so ill, unable to report work.

haii.

feeling so useless.
thank God mummy's fetching me to sch.
cos baby's lesson is at 1pm,
noone to help me take my lappy)):

thanks darling, reali, for accompanying me and being right beside me.
taking care of me.
reali these words insufficient to describe the love.
<3 hugs.

2006-10-17T09:13:00.000+08:00

its so awful.
my throat.
hurts like some stupid durian inside.
and whenever u swallow, its OUCH.

the haste is killing.
the insufficient slp,
so much for the first time.
omg. jiayou sandra =(

n baby jiayou!
i noe v.tiring.
always beside mi,
but always in love! <3

=DD

2006-10-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

past 2 days been shopping till i dropped!
and of cos that hole in my pocket =(

nvm! jiayou sandra! muahaha.

and KLL! grrr!

haha.

2006-10-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

its the fking time of the mth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got the stupid symptons.
i get reali tired. like low-blood pressure ppl.
i cld slp reali long during this period.

i get moodswings greater than ever b4.
i'd yell and get agitated reali easily.
i'd mumble and easily emotional.
reali can give all that shyt to my bf if he werent sensitive.

i'd get cramps so much.
that sometimes my legs go so weak.
if i stand or walk too much.
i think i'd faint.

yes, this is a life of my pathetic life
everytime of the mth! )):

But baby makes my day everyday.
like how he comes all the way just to fetch me.
the thought of seeing him makes me feel so loved.
that sometimes for that moment, i din rmb wad hardship is.

all i wan is to see into his eyes.
=)

oh, ashley ah.
sry abt today.
now u noe the entire story of how i felt today.
reali restless so cant mit u today.

wanna mit me tmr for breakfast rite.
can lor. super early leh.
i bet u cant wake up!
LETS BET =DD

2006-10-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

today is slacking and a great experience!
din have time to publish the delicacies at restaurant ICHIBAN.
located at IMM level two from Mac's escalator up.
SOOoooo nice =DD

im sure darling misses tht fish value set.
WAO!! NICE N SURELY REALI SHIOK RITE?? *slurps*

thnks darling for going the long distance to fetch me.
kisses for u! *muacks <3

and KLL:
=DD yay! thanks for reading leh!
mit up soon! =(

and lastly for my baby:
dont tink it doesnt matter.
i noe u bought me that clip ok!
and i reali love it.
though i chose it, but i like the way u pay for it.

the "wad-matters-is-u-happy-money-doesnt-matters-if-u're-happy" look
=DD dats y im soooo in love with u still.
loving u(:

2006-10-08T01:15:00.000+08:00

ok, life today is shiok =)
got my KLL to pei wo. and my darling and auntie to mahjong with.
slack and slack.
so happy =DD

haze is reali VERY BAD!
u din see the view from shenz windows!
reali bad!
sooo misty lookalike that feels like its genting.

too bad, its all d heat i felt.
reali bad, the smell!
i thing they shld just use an atomic bomb to bomb the forest!
y use burning!!!!! arghs.

so good news. everyting's gg in track now =DD
everything is as how i dreamt of.

hopefully tuesday will be an easy task.
smack my ass there for 3days and be happy with the bling.
muaahaha.
i think i nid to cut down again =((

cant reali maple ler!!! =((
and KLL not gg out with me tmr!! =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2006-10-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

Happy Mid Autumn festival!!
confession: i did went down to take lanterns.
and i did play with candles with my bro.

ok, wadeva la, don say im childish.
it's just d ambience. AMBIENCE U NOE?

but the ambience was HAZZY.

back to today, thanks KLL for accom me to dental!
boring, left one lil whole to get the brace out! =D
hmm, and so we ate the seaweed pack. yummy~

afterwhich went to causeway.
went through well! =D
happy(:

so baobei, do u like it?
nice rite.
i noe deep in ur heart u wanted it.
so i courageously BUY IT =D

LOVE ME RITE?

muahaha.

ok, these few days must play.
all play ends on monday.
trust me, it ENDS ON MONDAY!
=(
this monday leh.=(((

2006-10-05T12:01:00.000+08:00

have u ever tried jogging-on-a-spot?
i just did that for 12mins.
sweated alot.
u shld try it too~ =S

anyway, this is wad baby found.
and i so wanna own it =(

2006-10-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

I got so blessed by that.
i think only darling understands what im saying.
abt the sudden blessing and pleasant surprise.
thank God =D

anyway.
went to suntec today, did some admin stuffs to acquire.
hope everything goes well as we thought.
chiong the months and be rich.

pls, give me a well to pull through.

so we went there shopped alot.
ok, and kaiwen, i did try out that shrimp snack at LJS.
as tempted from ur blog pic.
haha, and i must say the combination of that cheese with that shrimp is..

CERTAINLY PERFECT.

must try SNACK shrimp.
*slurps*

walked abt, quite broke today,
but tmr will be better =D

hoping months to come be better.muahahas.
rmb those times in yr 1, reali no money to spend.
cant even adapt to the poly life, with so much freedom,
so many places to go and spend all my money.

MONEY REALI NO ENUFF.

now, its either i go numb.
or i learn to save? o.0"
anyway, its the part when now, i feel much happier.
not bcos of richness exactly, but cos of my baby always beside me <3

=D

yaya darling, i reali cant tolerate the NO.OF HRS U SLP.
=( u and KLL same de.
2 of u my closest next person.
YET BOTH OF U VERY GIAN SLPING.

not dat im not gian.
but my room facing morning sun leh.
will anyone understand my tong ku?
like 8am the sun will shine at ur face and ur butt.

AND U MUST WAKE UP OR U'D DIE OF HEAT. zzz.
WHO WILL UNDERSTAND?

not that i torture u.
but i'd always be lonely till 2pm when both usually wakes up.
ok. KLL will wake up earlier for me if i call her. shenz oso sometimes.
lol. but anyway, the main idea is dat when it reached 2pm.
i'd go try lie down. and den both of u will contact me.

den i'd either go emo like very upset.
den i'd su ku.
cos im tired of waiting liao.
haha.

and the process repeats everyday for shen.
and ocassionally for KLL if we're gg out.
but NI YAO LIAO JIE WO BU SHI YAO ZE MO NI MEN =(
booo~

tink mahjong dreams can be smashed ler.
until maybe christmas or newyr.
=)

jiayou sandra.
i must learn to manage my timing.
oh, and i must forfeit my lovely maple =(
BOOOO~

2006-10-03T21:14:00.000+08:00

hais, am now so sad abt that brown wg.
=((

im gonna run tmr. I MUST!

2006-10-01T08:46:00.000+08:00

awww, wad a thing to start my day.
woke up early at ard 830, was mapling when i heard...
"give me an L" - "L"
"give me an 0" - "0"
"give me a V" - "V"
"give me an E" - "E"

"L.O.V.E, LOVELOVELOVE"

if u passed by tohguan, u'd see a big field in the middle of the estate,
which is where they are SHOUTING literally ok! at 830am!
many neighbours all stucked their head over the windows.
so they continued until someone SHOUTED back...

"CHAR LA!"
which means NOISY.
and its an obvious comment, u noe hw guys can be SO outtahand.
when u noise them to wake up ya.

guess wad one of the guys who're at the field said?
"CHAR LI EH DAI JI"
which means none of ur business.

so almost at that time, it was quite hard for me to understand,
cos the situation is quite weird now, they're like trying to do something.
to earn some attention from the neighbourhood.
but y? of all messages? LOVE?

if u guessed it, den u're smart ok?
the 9 of them shouting were with a BROWN vest guy.
and i suppose the girl woke up finally.
the guy looked up and SHOUTED.

"L.O.V.E- i love u! __(the girl's name which i cldnt rmb)___
OMG! ITS A PROPOSE!!
WAH!!! but that's some lucky chap, 830 he shouted and noone threw anything down.
aye, not forgetting its a SUNDAY.

awww, i was like, ok, all the noise.
can just put aside, though i feel their shouting quite annoying.
LOL.
just so sweet, if someone propose to me lidat,

I'D JUST JUMP STRAIGHT OUTTA THE BUILDING AND LEND THERE!

LOL. jk la.

2006-09-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

Went chinatown to see some job lobang.
aiya, "call u back later when got projects upcoming"
some turn of comments.
ya, u all noe.

after that went to town, watched ROB-B-HOOD.
VERYVERYVERY HUMOUROUS SHOW!
and dat BABY! SO DARNIT CUTE!! OMG! =D
cant take it, laughed till i pant like asthma.

but i dont understand y in the end of the entire show,
i began to have this mentality that the 2 guys are reali gays.
and that both of them, are then the reali parents.
omg~ and u cannot imagine how they looked so gay when handling that baby. LOL.

and so we walked ard, eat, shopped, arcade, ezone, billard.
with shen and his buddies.
i reali am trying to see how come gurls can hang out with majority guys.
cos they are the "wo shi anything de" ppl.

which of cos, gives d girl a VERY GOOD privilledge to control the entire situation.
cos we can get to choose our ways, and all they say is "anything lor"
at first u'd feel like u're QUEEN.
den later, u'd try to guess their feelings whether they mind or wad..

this sometimes get tiring. and den u go telling them
"can stop anything-ing! just say la! don always i say can"
but i came to realise i cant blame him.
they are species that FOLLOWS when it comes to slacking and shopping.

i think when baby play billard, most shuai.
guess why?
cos he is most serious when he plays that.
which is also, the shuainess. =D

everyting went well till we had our dinner at the foodcourt!
there's this IDIOTIC OLD WOMAN.
not very old, 40+50.
when i was queueing for the desserts,
i was quite close up with the person infront.
MAYBE LETS ASSUME SHE DONO HOW TO SAY EXCUSE ME.
she pushed me inorder to breakthrough a WAY FOR HER TO GO THROUGH.
den she took a spoon and walked off when i stared at her.
I HATE IT WHEN PPL PUSHED ME THROUGH A WAY.
I'D STARE AT U TILL IT KILLS.

so she, has TWO SONS,
one in his twenties, another 16?
they were like staring back at me, when i stare at their mum.
*CLAP CLAP* WOW.

I nv got SOOOOOO FEDDUP for suchha LONG time la.
at that moment, i feel like teaching her the basic courtesy of "EXCUSE ME".
or? "DUI BU QI"
very hard meh. anyway, she din look local.

uh, nvm.
cant be bothered alrdy.

tmr's my cousy's 21st bday.
so fast,
im 18, she's 21.
OMG!!

happy burfday la! =D

2006-09-29T13:07:00.000+08:00

I HATE IT!! COS MY IS ENROLMENT IS ON 4PM.
yawns.

I WANNA GO TOWN LA.
so late for wad.
grrrrrrr.

2006-09-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

2006-09-27T11:11:00.000+08:00

Well, life nowadays are really slacking.
din really do any meaningful stuffs.
really thinking of getting a part time flexible job.
no money hui hao xin ku.

well, i guess my mum loves to be a taitai.
she aint going work ler.
went out with my aunts to drink afternoon tea ler.
lols, got daddy yang ta ma.

went to west coast on monday((:
i reali like such trips,
brightens up my life.
=D

Now am watching another korean show
"my sassy girl chun hyung"
reali sweet..

KLL!! why u so fast kai xue.
my life is soooo b0ring.
Maple, vcd, eat, slp.
when u wanna meet to go out?

BORING!! i wanna go shopping soon!! =(

2006-09-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Jurong point aft fish&Co.
Seafood platter is very nice =)
slurrps*

morning is reali fun!
bladed with baobeii ard Tohguan.
morning rained, so cooling and fun.
how i wish more of such days to come.

i remember those days.. :)

2006-09-17T20:13:00.000+08:00

feelings touched by ur sincere heart.

bu qing yan fang qi wo men de ai.

wanna hold on to ur hand tight.

love the way u bring me to ur embrace.

the way u smile.

all the innocence of romance.

all clicked to my heart.

as we mature,

these memories stays with me.

i just wan everyday of our r/s,

to be wonderful memories.

no matter painful or joyful,

all are memories of ours.

they are dear to my heart.

loving you still my baby. <3

2006-09-17T10:44:00.000+08:00

Just watched finished G0NG!!
AWWWWW.
so sweet, i cant tahan the way they tear.
and that prince, s0 sweet.

c0me back t0 dreamland....

just superb nice!
u sure nid t0 catch this serial.

Seri0usly,
nid t0 jiay0u myself.
s0 dat i can achieve my g0al!
wahaha.

=D am very happy n0wadays bah.
happy sandra yay!

2006-09-15T15:06:00.000+08:00

yeah! im at disc 16/24 of GONG series.
wahaha. damn sweet and the st0ryline is typical yet fairytale.
somehow there's like a trend in k0rean sh0ws,
like the lead actress is usually chubbier than th0se thin ones.

anyways, results out.
din do well,
but im happy abt it =]
so its okie.

and shen passed all to0!
wahaha. =D

wad a thing t0 be happy abt,
our muggings paid 0ff!

miting ba0bei to go JE soon t0 eat k0rean f0od.
seri0usly very nice!
been there quite a few times.
the f0od there very shi he my wei k0u!

h0pe darling will reach so0n.
im soooooo0o famished.

*paused*
shenz called. gtg =]

YAY! my fo0ddddd! =D

2006-09-14T18:27:00.000+08:00

im watching the VCDs shen's mum lent me.
GONG.
OMg! its damn sweet and nice.
like any other love shows =D

got addicted to it ler.
din go out these 2 days.
yaps. period lor.

darling, so nice, thanks for ur ban mian!
thanks for bringing it right to my home.
thanks for the thougts and love!
xin ku ni ler! =]

*hugs*

tmr's result day.
im starting to fret =S
how how.
nvm, grave day tmr.

im gonna spent tonight chionging the vcds?
=]

and darling,
ur fav jay chou at the playlist!
hope u liked it.
HOT video huh.

hope to see my baobeii soon x)

2006-09-12T01:54:00.000+08:00

=]

im just so blissed.
i just wanna say.
im happily attached to my shen.

*hugs*

2006-09-10T09:40:00.001+08:00

reali love the skin pic down there.
awww.
star gazing so nice.
=]

anyway.
life nowadays is torturous with my pre-ill state.
having sore throat and running/stucked nose.
ON & OFf.
how annoying.

anyway, i reali loved sentosa.
its a great place to go besides all these busy roads.
yes, and i was being warned by my parents abt the IMF at suntec thingy.
and to ask me to becareful, blahblahblah.

*prays that nothing's gonna happen*

anyways.
shen's sis gotten me 2 shirts for my bday.
ok, its VERY blated. but i liked it alot.
=] smiles.

oso, me and kasuet has gotten nice nice slippers together.
think it's damn cool, especially when we wear them together.
yeps!

today gg for interview,
gg for church service.
den gg out!

happy happy sandra's back again.

oh, and sandra's maple guild has 30 ppl.
=] cheers sandra.

gonna reach 56 is 17% wahaha.
jiayou sandra and shen!~

den for my lurvelove.
gonna lvl up fast to join my guild!
gogogogo!
wahaha.

and im so glad!
i've got those "GONG" vcds.
awwww! must watch it soon!
=]

gotta mit shen and lurvelove for McBreakfast very soon!
wo0ts!

take care all!^^

2006-09-10T09:40:00.000+08:00

2006-09-06T09:18:00.000+08:00

came back on monday nite from genting.
fun, yet boring.
unexplainable.

din wanna blog much abt genting.
its some fun that onli when u get there u'd understand.
and if i shall blog it, it might bore u.
proceeds to today.

im gg to S.E.N.T.O.S.A!
YAY! my long awaited vacation (eh, outing)
so happy! sandra is reali happy now((:

wish me fun and laughter at the sea!

and yinghua, just let it pass, every depart makes u treasure more in life. so just take this step of courage to change ur life. dont worry, just like ur aunty, at least ur grandma an xiang de zhou, no sufferings on earth. so that's something to be glad abt! (: no more tears! =))

2006-09-01T21:01:00.000+08:00

im bring MrBeanie with me =]
hugs* take care of urself kkies!
miss u!

and lovelove too! =]]

and all those whom i care for.

2006-08-31T22:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday lovelove came my hse to get things done.
we did cards for like every single teacher of our sec 4.
we slept at 5am.
den woke up at 9.30am.

and gerry said 10am mit.
den we still haven finish doing lor.
alamaks.
we continued till like 12pm zzzz.

then somehow soonkeat told lovelove that the teachers are at yunnan restaurant
which is at IMM for some meal for all teachers.
so lovelove and i decided to go down to give the teachers some kind of surprise.
awwww.

but when we reached, and approached the waitress.
they are soooo dumb, they asked me whether we're there for an interview.
DO WE LOOK LIKE WE'RE FOR INTERVIEW?!
HELLLLOOOOO?!

so we buey tahan and called papa liu.
he told us they're at riverview restaurant which is a great world?!
we were like... "HUH?! WTH"
so we're so disappointed and went to makan at Long John.

now the funny part started.
everything is so complicated now.....
lol. rite lovelove.

and so, we met up with that 7 dudes.
and went for movie aka frostbite.
LIKE YAWN LA.
SO BORRRRRIIING.

zzz.

ITS SOOOOOO DISGUSTING.

heng i bring my big shoes bag.
woots.
can hide behind that big thing.
wished darling were beside me =(

but lovelove, thanks for sayanging me.
when im like so scared and i wanna
DIE.
........

tmr night gotta take off to Genting ler.
argh. reali dono y im gg there for.
so boring. dumb thing.
argh.

can just pls kill me.

i want my darling!!
=[

2006-08-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

26/8 saturday;

kaiwen tagged me abt this, tot i lost this entry, phew that it automatically is saved to draft (:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Forever Love - Wang Li Hong
it's a story today only darling and I noe ((: that's my forever love! =p

Will you get far in life?
Kelly Clarkson - Because of You
Because of all those who loved and cared for me, i will go as far as when my passion and give my best to it! ((:

Will you get married?
Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney
of cos, i will, with that guy and his beautiful soul. (im feelin mushy) lol. but it's heartfelt words, reali! =)

What is your best friend's theme song?
Kenji - Fort Mirror
it's abt some dumb history, erm, and i dont think my best fren is from the history. lol.

What is the story of your life?
That Girl - Lindsay Lohan
what a typical song for any girl's life. lol.

What was high school like?
Fa Ru Xue - Zhou Jie Lun
Such a nice melody! just like high sch days! =) misses*

What is the best thing about your friends?
Zi Xiang Ai Ni - Rainie Yang Chen Ling
1 simple reason, they just wanna love me! wahaha.

What is in store for this weekend?
The Day You Went Away - m2m
Weekend, the day when all my work and tiredness of work went(goes) away! x)

To describe your grandparents?
No Daddy - Teairra
Wild and rebellent, yeps! (at their young age lar, for maternal side)

How is your life going?
Stay The Same - Joey McIntyre
lol, just as the title. omg. lol, but im appreciative of this.

what song will they play at your funeral?
Fei Xing Bu Luo - F.I.R (current mtv on my blog)
sounds appropriate at the starting of the song. since i like the heyo heyo part in the chorus, i'd rest in peace. lol.

How does the world see you?
I Knew I Loved You - Savage Garden
omg, even when i was still a foetus, they all knew they'd love me b4 i popped out! wAo!

Will you have a happy life?
Half Way Around The World - A*Teens
maybe i'd be gg to migrate or wad with my baby. lol. but nothing changes, just like the song, that wont stop me from loving anyone! xD

What do your friends really think of you?
Complicated - Avril Lavigne
omg, im supposed to be nice, y am i complicated. and its like WTH la, just a word and so adjectively chosen for this qns! so eerie la.

Do people secretly lust after you?
You're Still The One - Shania Twain
Maybe it's still my baby. lol!

How can I make myself happy?
Genie In A Bottle - Christina Aguilera
Find a Genie In A Bottle! to grant all my wishes!!!! yes!!

What should you do with your life?
Ai De Zhen Hao - Shu Yong Kang & Chen Jie Yi
love darling of cos, just as the title! AI DE ZHEN HAO LEH! how can stop loving rite =)

Will you ever have children?
Gangsta Lovin' - Eve Feat Alicia Keys
aye! wad wad, i noe i love children, BUT i dowan gangsta children. pop out got ang kong!! i dowan!! *nightmares* lol!

******

very nice thing to do, this is such a cute tag to do.
lol. try doing! it's reali very unimaginable how some qns can be just so coincidental to ur song even at random mode! lol.

today's second day of work, overall nice.
no sales yet. reali hard, no ppl!
it's tiring to just stand dere and no customers to talk to.
been so long since i work u see.

today went to find shen aft work.
just wanna see him badly.
darling wearing formal damn shuai laaa!!!
*melts and die* =p

den went to town with ash for like 1 hour to wait for shen to off work.
darling trying to set some war of psychology with me.
tried to tell me he went home ler.
den when i dropped off 105, he's standing at the stand for me.

*seriously, as i saw u standing there when the bus approaches,
it reali melts my heart, im reali touched.
i just cant bear to be mad at u at all la!
and for that smell! i blieve in u =p

darling, now u eat 1 meal today only.
its heartbreaking! pls do something abt it!
or i shall do like wise ar! *FINAL WARNING*

=p

******

27/8 sunday ;
so bored cos darling's working and im having an off.
lucky to have lovelove =)
we went town at orchard to cine, heeren, far east and pac plaza.
got darling a new ripcurl wallet. hope he likes it =)

and so we also went hunting for lovelove's earrings!
seeing hw contented and so into her earrings.
of cos im glad!
not much a variety at town, so we went to bugis

so nice rite? oh anyway, its her first time wearing dangling earrings =p

more girl liao la, so happy. see!

see we're both having nice earrings! =))

and we bought these cute lil stuffs which is a necklace!
so cute, how could we resist rite? =]

so cute rite! =)
and lovelove was telling me "see, my alien cuter! it's smiling!" *grin*
and i told her "cos it's next to ur alien and ur alien stinks!" wahaha!

*****

28/8 monday ;
went to shen's hse to meet aunty , yinghua and lovelove to mahjong.
wahaha.

29/8 tuesday ;
WORST stayed at home the entire day.
maple; audition.
audition; maple.
maple; audition.
audition; maple.

omg.

BORING.

i am sooooo looking forward to tmr! darling's off day!!!
YAY! omg.
it's like so precious to me =(
i wanna be with u!!

cya tmr darling! =))

*****

not fotgetting my precious lovelove! =p
^^

2006-08-25T07:31:00.000+08:00

sandra is so gonna go work in like 25 mins time.
for my 8.30am work.
ok, thanks to my MOMMY.
she's fetching me to work!

so, no buses pushing ard,
no standing without seats,
no bus lanes and frequent stops.
JUST straight to work x)

darlin, hope ur training later will turn out fine!
and also, lets mit aft work okok? =p

oh, and lovelove!
u said u coming down to lunch with me ar!
cannot fan hui ar!

yinghua is evial.

dats all.
wahahaha.

2006-08-24T10:23:00.000+08:00

wow!! its like wow!! everything's finnally over!
and FREEDOM!
i cant blog ytd, all the happiness was so bottled up!
cos blogger was down ytd.

am so glad! i get to eventually be free!
and today!! darling had just called to tell me he finished the last paper too!
its like such a happy thing! xD

we're gg town later, it'd been like weeks.
lol. and we cannot tahan.

and so, this is the bad news.

WORK STARTS TOMORROW AND ITS 8.30AM!!! TO 5.30pm.
omg! faints*
just lemme die.
still gonna wake up 6.30am 6 days a week for 2 weeks in holidays?!

soooo suppperb sadded.
lol.
just lemme enjoy my life for today.

CHEERS!!

oh, and those having ur last papers!
PLSPLSPLS JIAYOU~! XD

2006-08-22T19:17:00.000+08:00

this is my lazy confession for the day.
after the paper, shen and i went to destress at Clementi's Jap restaurant.
Nice food there! Yum!~
thanks darling for the food! ((:

reached home, Audition gaming,
tired, went to rest till 7pm.
just ate my tiny dinner.
and now, i nid to study!

awwwww.

so sads.

nvm.

jiayou everyonre!
am having myy last paper ler.
jiayou darling <3 ((:

2006-08-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

darling,
just wanna say i miss ya loads today!
i did half of the db05 paper.
here and dere.

jiayou darling and me for tmr paper.
and everyone la. lol.

jiayou!
tmr nid to wake up earli again to try chiong the bits.
ahhh.
pls give me superb memory power.

pls let me still rmb wad i studied even after i wake up tmr.
JIAYOU! X)

2006-08-21T21:55:00.000+08:00

it's such a struggle now.
im at my last lap at db, now studying Normalization.
den i have to get back to SQL, refresh my mem,
den return and i hope to attempt db2005 paper.

haii.

it's such a struggle for the entire day.
i did not go out at all.
home alone can be sucha struggl alrdy!

i break like 40 mins just now playing Audition.
20mins watching Bao xiao wang.
20mins just watching Da nan ren Xiao nan ren.

i feel so guilty.
it's like when i watch,
there's this part of me that haunts me to get back to study.
and so i decided to blog and hoping to blog some sense outta myself.

thanks for the much appreciative jiayous and encouragement((:

and of cos if u all noe the soong.
"Ai bia~ zai eh ghia~"
which translate to "Yao Ping Cai Hui Ying"
aka Must chiong den will win.

lol!

jiayou sandra! ggogogoo!!!! xD
jiayou darling and all those having paper tmr.
woots!

MY WEDNESDAY!!!!! PLS ARRIVE ASAP.
I NEEEEEEEEEEEED YOOUUUUUUU. x(

2006-08-21T11:18:00.000+08:00

ytd went to shen house with yinghua.
we had so much fun.
mugged a lil here and dere.

i guess my galfrens will love shen's hse.
we go there for tv, for mahjong, for pc games.
for food, for sleep, for study, for everything.
=))

everything is so fun and bright outside in the world whenever i have exams.
brrrrrr.
but work is like starting on 25th.
sadded.

gonna try mugging db.
someone help me.
im addicted to the game "Audition".
yes, its dumb. but to me, it kinda de-stress while im studying.

den somehow my break time from my slides gets longer.
and longer and...
lol. gotta start studying sandra!
darling ar, must jiayou! ((:

every galfrens out there! jiayou too!
((:

2006-08-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

Slept from 4-7pm when i reached home from studying at mac.
gosh, nv slept like that for sooooo long.
must be that stupid shen who influenced his BEN XING of a pig to me.
idiot.

haha.

watched the show at 7pm to 9pm channel 8.
nice show.
indeed sometimes, hatred and the eagerness for revenge is useless.
it might feel so of importance at that point of time, u might give up ur all just to make urself feel better by revenging the person.
but after the entire revenge is accomplished, wad have u gained?
NOTHING.
yet, during the point of revenge, yes, the person might be soooo sooo wrong.
but as u revenge, u wldnt noe, actually, forgiving is so much easier.
u hurt everyone who loves u.
that is so pathetic, u will end up messing YOUR own life.

a great show i must say.

coming back to life these few days.
i have shot a great deal of weight!
as high as i-could-not-exclaim.
thus these few days i've been reali watching my weight and controlling my diet.
have been well so far now. hope it'll be processing.

and when my period shall finish, i shall go take up some sports during the holidays.
yaya, so much to say.
as if.
cos i've gotten a 1-9pm 6days a week work.

HOW TO HAVE TIME =(
2 mths. hope i can hang in there.
i cant work full time.
i hate myself like this.
it's like i can get reali nauseous after close to a month.
and i will get sick leaves and stuffs.

it's the mentality that HOLIDAYS = FUN.
so every thought of work makes me nauseous.
but hopefully this time im gonna wake up my idea.
i wanna work well for these holidays and earn my bucks!

got so much of things i wanna get.

darling and i will be of different branch leh.
how?
lesser time to meet and stuffs =(
exams ending at 23 for me and 24 for shen.
yet 25th we're supposed to meet for a 2 hr training.
awww, no time for play alrdy!

of cos, i shall miss my love love.

but overall, y am i thinking of all of these!!
im supposed to be into my DB and OOAD papers.
started on DB near half. OOAD; half yet to start.

gotta jiayou!
JIAYOU EVERYONE!! =)

-oh, darling's calling! cya-

2006-08-19T14:45:00.000+08:00

This is an entry of proof that im now at West Coast's McDonald's.
AND I STUDIED ... (for an hr =.=)
i saw Esther senior here from sqs chior.
she's here working as a manager.
oooh.

i suppose, im just another bad artist.
1st attempt:
OMG!! *faints*
it is a monster. sry darling.
din mean to draw so awfully....

but practice makes ~~perfect~~ improvement..

ok, now u noe, 2 hrs in mac, i studied one hr.
dots. but i studied quite well,
i absorbed wad i shld.
at least i studied.

ok, im so lerthagic.

wahaha.

2006-08-18T23:15:00.001+08:00

Today i didnt study.
this is my confession.
i am bad.
i mahjonged 3 rounds today.

bad bad sandra.

=((
anyway, tmr i promise i'll study.
i LOOK FORWARD to studying tmr ok!
i'll be going to school, i suppose..
darling go sch with me will ya?

im so evil.
belched went i reached home ytd.
my throat was soooo pain.
life a burning sensation at my throat.

my bro said its due to irregular meals.

wadever it is, then, i sortta shouted at my mum just now.
she reali loves playing the comp games.
yet cos i wasnt feeling well and couldnt talk much.
i started to kinda shout at her.

im sorry mom.

i reali din mean too =(
i am evil.
sry.

daddy went abroad for 3 days today,
and i mummy's getting lonely.
like now, she cant sleep.
its so weird, she's usually sleeping before 10pm.

sometimes it's upsetting noeing that eventually after ur kids grow up,
when they start to date or funk out with frens,
u have little control of them.
but actually true to say, lesser companion in life.

u brought them up till 18 and they kinda leave u alone and hang out everyday.
when they were babies, u pour out ur sorrows to the milk bottle.
when they were kids, u pour our ur sorrows while kiping their legos and barbie dolls.
when they were primary sch, u pour out ur sorrows to their txtbook when u give them "SPELLING"
when they were secondary sch, u finally find that they are DONG SHI enuff to listen to ur sorrows, the teachers find u to pour out THEIR sorrows to u.
now, when they're 18 to adult, they want and nid fun. Their life can be so hyperactive, when u finally see ur kids, they lock themselves in the toilet, bathe, den proceed to their rooms for TV or computer games.
to come, when they have a family, they LIVE with their family, comes back once yearly for hongbaos to give u, with some oranges.

SO someone tell me, wad r kids for?? i myself feel evial.

i think i shld learn to express my love to mummy more often.
but it's kinda weird for me to hug her.
though everyone loves hugs.
maybe one day i shld scare her lidat.

=))

darling.
trying to act hero by KILLING that bug with ur ~~bare hands~~ tissue paper?!
haha. yea. i went GAGA over that hero for 8 mths.
so how do u feel? honoured? wahaha.

simplified love <3

*hugs*

2006-08-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

2006-08-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

this is so........... so so so jovious!!!
omg!
simultaneously, they form a LAUGHING harmony!
just soooooo
C.U.T.E!

today is studying at mac!
went to catch the movie "The BreakUp"
small teaches here and there.
to me, nothing special caught my attention.

very average.
just the way they argue: superb rating. lol.

squibble squabble that's me and shen!
bleh!
i just love to BITE U and see u suffer in pain.
to me, that painful expression is adorable.

YES YES YES, i am SICK
d most evial person on earth! wahahaha =p

<3 u though! *hugs*

2006-08-16T10:45:00.000+08:00

just woke up by a total saddening dream.
and this dream is as follow:

i dreamt dat darling went to taiwan for 2 weeks!!

i tot it was somehow like a 3 days thingy, as i rmb.
however, he calls me on my cell and said he tries to fake some MC out, and it needs to be approved by the in-charge there to let him come back.
cos it's so boring there cos its an education trip.
(OMG! how wld shen, based on his personality EVER go for somekind of an education trip?! this is crazy. lol.)

den i teared when i realised it was 2 weeks.
i cried real hard!
and i rmb in my dream, i dreamt that i was listening to the radio.
a gurl called in and called a song for his bf which is abroad for 2 yrs in army.

i was like )): booo!
i cant even take 2 weeeks.

i felt vibration next to me,
it was darling who called me on the cell(REAL-LIFE),
i was like terrified and told him all abt my dream,
he was lyk haha-ing and said "poorthing"

omg. darling.... *hugs*

2006-08-16T00:44:00.000+08:00

im so tired.
i hate it when period is approaching.
drained.
of.
energy.

just wanna post a msg of love to my baby!
((: i am so in love with u!
belated 8th mth on the 12th!

im still loving u to bits!!!!
=p

*hugs*

2006-08-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

Today is a weird and really short day for me.
so weird, its 10.12pm alrdy!
it was lyk 10 am when i woke up.

i went to shen's house feeling usual.
me and shen is like in the room as usual.
wad's UNusual, was that i left to bed.
I thought seriously his room has this sleeping spell thingy.

this time it was different.
i cant wake up.
i slept from 12 all the way till 4pm.
i woke up feeling drowsy and pain all over my body.

i tried to wake myself up by playing mahjong with shen and his mum.
it cldnt do much, i felt so uncomfortable.

i reached for the bed once again, this time...
reali acute pain at my back, also of cos the headache!!
i felt pale and drained of energy.
darling fetched me home.

"Ask u take cab u dowan! see la! so xin ku...."
blah blah blah. was quite a nuisance when i was feeling all the pain.
but afterall, i noe he loves and cares for me.
where to find sucha naggy bf =p

it lasted till 8pm when i went to the dumb toilet.
and i felt the vomit coming through!
*blarhs* it all came out.
i felt much better now.

but its like
*prays hard* i dowan to have a second round of throw up!
its horrifying to see ur stomach squenched together and u feel a sense of uncomfort through ur internal body.

it's so BAD a feeling =(

hope i can be well by tmr morning, im planning to meet up lovelove.
yeps for mahjong!
then me and shen gonna go for interview at TOA PAYOH!!
omg. so far! i better be well!

*pray for me(:

2006-08-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

such a fresh look and design of my blogskin rite!
credits to designer: Littlegreenman from blogskins.com(:
which is apparently the designer of the mth.

*******

so many things had passed!
review my nice nice bday pressies! =)
i feel so blessed. reali!
i donid many frens whom come and go.

i just nid my sweetie frens, family and my lovey baby (:

You noe its like so different from other times and phase in my life.
i get to understand that the greatest gift is actually BEING with ur closest frens and the ones u treasure dearly at heart during bday! (:

This is the legendary ELMO ONLY-ONE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD CAKE!
Baker: Miss Chan Kasuet =)

so sweeeet rite! im reali touched! at that pt of time when i saw this cake!! u dono how i felt. erm, somehow lyk a bastard. i din bake her a cake!! but if i do on her upcoming bday, den it wont be original >.<
can u see the effort?!?! so nice of u ((:

besides that tortoise that darling gave me on our 7th mth dat i hug to bed, now another dear to me! this lil elmo thing! every nite when shen calls me, he will here the sesame street theme song from this musical elmo. haha. guess he must have been jealous! =p

yeps! and from ashley: these lovely elegant earrings from perlini silver((:
thanks ya! =)

yeps! must have been thoughtful when choosing me this gift, noe i got round face so gift me a long thin pair!(:

from Shen's mum!! yesyes! so happy(:
auntie bought me this musical box! best! can put my so many many accessories!

so sweet! i never expected this from her!(:

and of cos MUMMY! so sweet! she said "huh? only 5 ppl give u presents this yr? so poor thing! *sulk a little* nah!" yay! 100 bucks!!=p

den there comes my DADDY with 50 bucks and so nice!
this one ive been eyeing on since it launched!
Singapore's 41st Bday's commemorative watch(:
love it!
nah ah! the box is just so nice alrdy! oh, it's 25hrs watchy.

yesyes! my current best companion on my wrist!(:

yes! there's this "Our Global City, Our Home" theme at the back of the watch! its lyk so nice and collectable! and its lyk also my bday, and its lyk my 18th bday! so sweet! im planning to get one for shen(:

LAST BUT NEVER THE LEAST! my darling!!!!(:
u're reali the best! although how much u so wanna lie abt no surprises-no gift on my bday! i don believe it! i noe u're not so heartless=p told u even if u have no cash, make me A CARD!
and u silly boy! u reali are so sweet! u made this reali sweet card and drew me an elmo even when i noe u hated art. u drew with love! omg!! *hugs and kisses* aww!

aww! like the sweetest thing on earth!! my heart skipped many beat!

yes! my elmo! so lovely! best art!! A ++++++++ I GRADE U! x)

and of cos! this lovely bouquet!((:
<3<3 so in love with u *smitten*

and this sharing with u one moment of the romantic and extravagent beauty upon my eyes!

so beautifuuuul!!

******
just came back from shen's place of mahjonging with his xiaogu, godma and mum! omg! so fun losing =.= no larh, they just so nice! (:

2006-08-09T03:24:00.000+08:00

Its 3.20am now and i've just reached home.
today is fun-filling and certainly FATTENING.

poor darling): told u, all i want for birthday is YOU!
i noe all the sacrifices and actions u made just wanting to make my bdae memorable and happy for me. i look into ur eyes and i see an eagerness just to please me. it's like life's yearnest happiness i ever wanted.

Went to eat my long-awaited virgin taste for korean food. Tasted at JE- YUMMY, the garlic chicken student set =p~ and of cos the DAMN DAMN spicy seafood kimchi (Spicy Seafood Noodles Soup). oooo~ shiok onli.

after the fierce fight of misunderstanding, we settled that actually all u wanted was to make me happy, and all i wanted of happiness, is just u. Mere u, i donid anyone else nor anything on earth to substitude this happiness. feels so real n nice =p

(p/s lovelove, u're actually exempted from it. u're phrase 2. so dont worry =x )

Took 97 to Marina Sq. Tried to study COS. (yesyes, i brought along my laptop all over. till i just reached home at 3.20am) ok, i lied, shen was the one holding onto it ): Waited for lovelove to arrive as i tried to understand the box and psycho myself that it's SHOE box =.=

thanks ar,

haha. anyway, we den went to eat CUP NOODLES! EH, it aint pathetic can. i love CUP NOODLES. they are memories! =) and of cos, shen was looking at us pathetically. but wait, din u look at that DAMN IT LONG QUEUES???

its happening at EVERY RESTAURANT CAN?

siam to whr best? Seven eleven!!

and of cos we seen many ppl eating hotdog bread, pizza, nasi etc.
den we slowly made our way to the marina sq top view opposite esplanade. awaiting the 9pm fireworks since 8.15pm. so fun chatting and grumbling time away. den we saw the 10 minutes long fireworks! cant get any better!

Slow-motion effects, long lasting, near effect, colourful, all the beauty of the fireworks! OMG CAN. we went lyk " WAH! this so nice! WAH! WAH! .... " and i can never seem to take good pictures of the beauty of the fireworks. maybe cos i'd get so stunned looking at it, it lagged me to click the button, then it's gone alrdy, next wil be up =.= fun rite...

afterwhich? NOT ENUFF OF MY BDAY OF COS!!! =]

crossed the VERY dangerous road from marina sq to the busstop to get to cineleisure. its lyk christmas la! the crowd!

met up with ashley, we at pastamania!
ooooo. (:
anyway, i knew long ago its a cake =x

so we kaypohed abt some uuncle-fights at level 1 lift lobby.
police, etc. dumb stuffs.

den went to lvl 9.
funfunfun.
we got ourselves a chamber room.
costs 8 per hr onli!
den 6 of us enjoyed services like surfing of comp,
as well as additional 6 bucks to rent a dvd and watch it at the same room!

total 26 for 2 hrs! 6 ppl! its lyk WOW.
as compared to K-ing =x

00:00
yes, darling kissed me at the cheek, he was freakin lookin at his hp for this 00:00 thingy to my bday. awwww. and den kasuet and ashley(: so sweet.

Lovelove got me this elmo that's musical. and certainly huggable.
she MADE. MADE. MADE. me a chocolate cake. or shld i say BAKE.
with self drawn ELMO on top of the cake!! awwww.

ashley got me this perlini nice nice earrings (:
long and wooo. hehe.
thanks for coming anyways =]

and to all those dear frens who werent with us to celeb.
today was a "you-call-so-we-meet" thingy.
nort that u're not invited.
is U that nids to invite me la =p

tmr who's meeting me?
tmr i gg shen's hse with lovelove.
ALL THE MAHJONG KHAKIS.
come leh =]

had a reali great and lovely day!

*bleams in glittery happiness face*

2006-08-01T09:02:00.000+08:00

today is tuesday its abt a week since i blogged!
so much to blog!

these days 1 of the best things i've accomplished
1.got darling to miss me.
2.got lovelove to miss me.
3.got them to anticipate my hairdo.
4.caught the movies "The lake house" and "Now and Forver"(DAMN NICE! LOVERS MUST WATCH(: )
5.ate loatsa stuffs but in moderation(:
6.zapped.
7.PERMED.
8.shopping with darling(:
9.misses both of u!
10.there's no no.10.

happy happy sandra.
im so into that 70 bucks bikini):
gtg work soon!

tmr's ebf final test =(
i nid to study today.
chiong ar!
aja aja!

anyway, PLS DONT BE SHOCKED WHEN U SEE MY HAIR.
and to lovelove, u're so cute drawing.
=)

lovelove.. when bball?

2006-07-26T15:27:00.000+08:00

Went to IMM with kasuet lovelove and baby on Monday.
=) happy happy.
shared THRIPLE scoop icecream at SCOOPZ.
damn shiok!

i miss u lovelove(:

and we have this great plan abt working at scoopz.
im telling u this on my blog.
doesnt mean u can go snatch my rice bowl!!
i see who working there instead of me, i shall burn u!

wahaha.

its either u work WITH me. or u DONT work.
wahaha evail me.

ytd went IKEA alone-.-
went there as tasked by my daddy
he's gonna give me a room make-over.
so he wants me to catch up with the furnitures there XD

saturday he'll be gg down with miie!
to finalise the stuffs we're ordering.
hopefully it'll be a success makeover for my ROOM!
hehe.

im so looking forward to gg to marina sq.
dono y, but i kinda wanna go there and suntec.
quite long since i went there.
shopping is always a crave.

and i wanna mit up with my lovelove very soon!(:

baobei, does it hurt?
sry, i wont abuse u again ler =(
do i sound mosnstress?
forgive me(:

2006-07-24T09:34:00.000+08:00

saturday-
WEEE! with my loveliest lovelove kasuet!
slacked at shen's hse with pizza, MAPLE and MAHJONG!
wad a life! (:

reali glad we've found our days back.
n now, even nicer, in my bf's house! hehe.
so sweet. so nice to have both of which i treasure alot.
just slacking and happily passing my saturday away(:

sunday-
went to church with baby(:
den we went to town!
caught the movie: THANK YOU FOR SMOKING.
its kinda entertaining, but definitely gained a label as

A DUMB SHOW. yes, it is!

oh, of cos town is always served with pastamania.=)
and after which, i met up with my family at Holland V
for THAI EXPRESS XD

happy of all these,
but at night, im reali upset.
sry darling, i shldnt scold u lyk its all u to blame.
it wasnt u at all.

my bad):
anyways, i'll just try to hold my tongue.
don wish to say into it abt the problems i've been facing.
cos wheneva i say it, i can see it in his eyes.
his heart aching away.
sry my dear.

i hope this sat will be a miracle.
i hope it cld change me.
i hope. this change will not make me regret.
i hope. i hope.

gonna go for EBF lecture very soon.
can see darling ler!=)
and lovelove! mit up soon lehhs.

2006-07-22T02:09:00.000+08:00

there's so much in life to look f0rward to.
probably in life, u seek for a change.
a change that makes u hold.
a change that makes u appear stronger then before.

But changes often makes heartbreaks.
changes can rob someone of reality right to memories.
simply because, change took place.
memories to some ppl, can be so cruel.

read so much abt a living love story.
so upsetting.
life can be so uncertain.
u may think back and realise,

u din want a change afterall.

but if everything doesnt changes,
how do u work towards ur own happiness?

it's like life's biggest bet.
one wrong step.
u may end up whr u have always thought u wanted.
but u may left wad u have always treasured.

sounds so profound but it's continually happening ard us.

*****

din n0e y i g0t s0 emo tonite la.
guess it's dat stupid period.
=(

of all changes.
i pray that one thing remains.
my babyboy.
:)

2006-07-20T11:11:00.000+08:00

ytd went t0 juncti0n8.
ponned ytd ooad.
went for pastamania.
met up with shen's sis working there.

bought her that tag necklace with shen.
haha. shen ar, should more freq buy more stuffs for ur jie la.
din u see that sweet smile on her face? shocked yet sweet.
it's nice when someone gives u somthing.

cos it meant that he/she concerns abt u.
at least to me it is. =)

i hate it when im sick
cos when im sick.
darling d0n lemme it many stuffs.
lyk my fav chicken wing in crystal jade.

i love it when im sick
cos i get MC!!
darling send f0od straight to me!
lyk my fav fishball soup from kopitiam.

cough* and OMG. i here the phelgm stucked.
it's killing me. =(
and PMS is coming.
someone kill me.

arrrghs.
nvm. so as long as i can mit my lovelove this weekend.
den we can have fun together.
lets see, maybe we can go shopping, eating and mahjong!! xD

yay!
tmr no classes leh!
den my class today is 1-4pm.
=)

ya la stupid shen!
9am-12pm can go home ler rite!
don haolian!
hehe. dono y this week our classes all no clash.
very hard to go sch and go hm together =(

nvm la! later pei me eat lunch den can ler! xD
yay.

2006-07-18T22:10:00.001+08:00

DB stupid demo la.
am so sad la. done all the stuffs and SQL den today main objective is not to see wad u have done in ur report.
is ask u WHY u do the SQL.

The qns din say will ask why la.
they said state.
i tot state is just like trying out the database ma.

this is mine:

select * from name, salary
from staff
where salary >= 1000

so teacher asked me, so wad is ur reason for this.
so i said, to list those name and salary having abv 1000 dollars.

den cher said,
"so why la?"

den i said to add on to kenneth's trying to make kenneth's statement useful afterall,
"example, if the company is not doing well, den u can have 1000 dollars as a gauge of basic pay, maybe u can cut down from those."

i noe i sounded stupid la. but i cant think la. i wasnt told why. i stated wad i was trying to find. IS IT NOT ENUFF FOR A DB STUDENT TO NOE.

wth. so sad la. after all abt contributing i doing it, the demo screwed me cos of this qns.

guess wad the cher said?

"1000 is alrdy very pathetic leh, maybe u can say the company is doing well and den 1000 is the basic so those abv the basic pay u can give them a bonus"

yes i noe it sounds so much nicer. but the way he shakes his head when i said my reasoning. makes me so upset. it just sounds nicer. cant u see my statement, i understand wad I AM DOING. den first qns onli leh. non-trivial qns, i dio shot on the head.

im so DAMNIT UPSET la.

although the rest of the demo is manageable.
u wont understand the heartpain la.
revised. den on demo cant perform cos i didnt put nicely LA.

SO DUMB.

i am so upset.

let me cry in my mucus and phlegm.
=(

2006-07-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

2006-07-17T11:20:00.000+08:00

Saturday-

NP FAS Defend Your School - soccer tourn.
Indeed a great experience as organising team.
was reali a success. im very happy.
yes, fights goes on alrdy as expected.

but resolved. hope its a full stop alrdy.
don wish the players just cos of our event and leads to more trouble in sch.

Thanks to OUR organising team - LIZHEN, ALVIN, FELIX AND ME(:
Those who volunteered to seeing the whole event.
the 2 referees and of cos all who participated!
Also to the drinks stall, sorry abt the vending machine as ur competitor.
reali hoped u all din lose out(:

lastly, my heartfelt thanks to darling and his team.
trashed. but i noe all of u had tried putting up a team to add on to the sum of teams even when many players who shld play din play. u all din give up.
i noe some of u don even noe how to play but just tried ur best.

so when i see that, i dont feel sad. i feel happy for ur perseverance and glad that u tried to help make this event successful. and poor darling paying 30 bucks for the whole team =( sry baobei.

*****

den went for mahjong at nite with my lovelove kasuet and christel as well as christel's fren. first time i suppose they realised how lethargic i was even in front of my fav mahjong. from 6am i woke up till 6pm. 12 hrs i reali din play much so asked poor darling with all the muscle cramps to take over. and there goes. sry ya. next time i will play happily de!! xD

lovelove kasuet: im so glad that we can tok and tok and tok. wahaha. reali glad. missed the sec sch days. =) this fridays or weekends we mahjong or go out again lar! xD hehes.

*****

i am very happy ytd strolling at orchard. ate my fav pastamania =x den dinner at thai express! woooo! xD
den me and shen bought our couple jackets! =)
i reali liked it as well as baobei looking good in it<3

*****
anyways. here i am now. so xin ku. got sore throat and bad bad flu. my phlegm and mucus are GREEN in colour. the throat is killing me everytime i swallow my saliva. it's like killing me.

i reali cant make it for COS. and the heartless-cher tell me i'll get debar etc. YES I NOE LA. BUT HOW U TELL ME?! AIR CONDITIONED ROOM LEH. LEMME DIE INSIDE AND SPREAD MY VIRUL TO EVERYONE? U'RE SELFISH! NOT ME!!!!

and i think with all the phlegm stucked, i cant seemed to breathe just now in the morning. it almost felt like im dying. reali! its like stopping my lungs from airing.

but darling is sweet. before he goes school. he comes to my hse, and bought me fishball soup. its so heart-warming =(

tmr is DB demo.
after tmr, ALL ASSIGNMENTS DOWN DOWN DOWN!! XD
den exams will be ard the corner =(

2006-07-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

i saw u today.
i tried to smile.
never felt lidat before.
so in dilemma whether should i continue after just waving hands.

i got not much to comment abt.
our frenship used to be so sincere.
but u said i was domineering u.
so i think i shld let u go and have fun with ur present frens.

it reali doesnt matter much anymore.
cos our memory in frenship had alrdy faded.
fading away....

*****

tmr gtg sch to complete db asssignment!
yes! :)
darling. tmr pasta mania? >.<

i wanna jianfei.
but im addicted to food.
lol.

and nowadays, i've got 2 kinds of urgeys of food:
one is pastamania's Bacon Aglio
another is kopitiam's BIG PAU. aka DA PAU!
with the nice meat and egg yoke(:

today i was conned of 4 bucks for a small cup of ice cream at convention center.
reali baddie la. branded ice-cream den sell so exp.
i asked for the ice-cream b4 i ask for the pricing =(
im silly anyways too. so nvm. its also yet another entrepreneurship module.

Saturday is the event of our FAS NP DEFEND YOUR SCHOOL SOCCER COMP!
prays hard* dat it wont rain from 9am-6pm
dat everything goes successfully
every team is present. plsss. ):

*****

think nowadays i've been of bad mood.
packed schedule.
everything seems so dull la.
so i kip throwing my temper on baby ):

really sorry.
pls be patient and understanding for the coming weeks.
especially when exams and tests are nearing ok?
sry ):

Happy 7 mths baobei<3

2006-07-13T08:52:00.000+08:00

was really tired last nite so i din blog.
but today all refreshed without OOAD xD
i shall blog my heart out!

Happy 7 mths baby(:
tolerating all my nonsense.
and me tolerating all ur sleep!!
xD
having u to just hold my hand.
felt like the biggest love on earth.

7 mths and counting still... <3

so me and darling decided to go down to junction8 ytd after school.
after much thoughts, we decided junction 8 to causeway, town, harbourfront was due to the bus 52 at our school bus stand.

yes! u guessed it! we went for pastamania.
used to be so into Al Funghi.
but now. without Bacon Aglio, it wont do.
its like a drug alrdy, so addictive!

i was telling shen all abt me wanting to join the pastamania crew.
u get to it them for lunch! best is i can sort of rmb most of the pastas there.
i go pasta like a gazillion times!
everytime for town = everytime pastamania! =)

its not sick. i can never get sick.
i have no idea why.
oh, and shen is so into Country Baked Pasta.
hehe.

back to our date(:
so we decided to walk ard and he decided to get me something on this 7th mth!
hehe. so lucky rite.
it was pretty unexpected.

so he got me this plushie cos i pestered him always that i needed some soft toys to cuddle to bed.
yaya, he bought me elmo, its my bolster! i nid another softtoy u see.
blahblahblah,all these excuses! OK, I JUST WAN A SOFTTOY! I DONID TO EXPLAIN TO U!!! XP

we also bought a couple keychain of these cute lil` things. its smaller and definitely cute! will get a pic of them real soon.

its very nice to hug. so cuddly, i got a sweet nite last nite of slp(:

*****

okay, now OOAD, EBF is down!
im left with DB and I&E event!
well, im reali looking forward to the event.

sandra yao jiayou! darling must jiayou!
all those who cares for sandra! also jiayou! yay!(:

*****

lastly,
this is reali a sweet song i found out.
its old, but so sweet to the heart<3

SHANIA TWAIN - YOU'RE STILL THE ONE

(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after
all this time, you're still the one I love.)
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

[[ yes darling, you're still my one! hehe xD ]]

2006-07-06T07:19:00.000+08:00

Rainy day!
its a rainy morning today!
i din slp since the match:
Portugal vs France

my portugal! =(
yes, france played well i cant deny.
but that score was smelly lar!
worse is! the referee saw it wrongly.

it WAS NOT MEANT TO BE A PENALTY KICK!

and penalty kick is very YAWN!
cos once u have a penalty kick its like any dumbass professional soccer play could goal in!

so that goal.
was just so not meant to be!

grrr.

and so i've completed my OOAD assignment individual after watching the match.
omg! i slept so little.
i shall die later in OOAD and COS =(
save me someone! argh!

2006-07-03T08:04:00.000+08:00

Just submitted my EBF assignment LAST NIGHT.
hope to get a relatively fair mark =(
Mr CHANG BIN HAW. pls be nice.
I tried hard!

i am very stressed.
SOCCER EVENT:
8th/15th July
gotta get more publicity and all our resources done.
no.of teams have yet to cfm.
i nid to do something abt this.

EBF ASSIGMENT:
DOWN! XD YAY YAY YAY!!

OOAD assignment:
10 July
and i have yet to start on the individual part.
omg! nid to get started real soon.

DB ASSIGNMENT:
17 July
more meetings coming up! >.<

so many sadness and stress pushing me to the wall.
they're suffocating me.
and i...
i...
i just.. wanna say...
JUST GET OVER AND DONE WITH U ASSIGNMENTS!

now listen to this WORST PART!!!!
MY BIRFDAY AKA 9AUGUST, IS IN THE EXAM WEEK!
OMG! THIS IS THE FIRST TIME SUCH THINGS LIKE EXAM IS KILLING ME.
SLAUGHTERING MY HAPPINESS!
MY ONCE IN A YEAR BIRFDAY! =(

guess wad my COS teacher say?
"You decide yourself lor, whether u want to miss that birthdate to study,
and score well to enjoy your 2MONTHS holiday cum burfday.
OR play den later u don score."

ARGH!

MAKES SENSE LA.
BUT WTH LA. =(
im sad and depressed.

i think i dowan bueno liao.
cos it gives me so much accumulated fats.
maybe i just nid a hug from u <3

2006-06-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

today is slacking at shen's place,
mapling much,
den eat my fav! tomato flavoured twisties!
and just slack ard!

very happy, finally a break!

but it's gotta be a bullet train.
>.<

EBF is to be submitten this sunday by 1159pm

i wanna go out tmr so i oughtta start today!

jiayou sandra! jiayou darling!

jiayou lovelove! xD

****

DARLING i wan u to hold my hand when i cross the road la!
just now the bike almost hit us! SEE LA!
tok to ur wilson somemore la! forget abt me ler! argh.

LOVELOVE is different! she tags 6 times a minute! hehe.

OK LA, but shen really everyday buy me bueno! so extra pts to u!
<3

2006-06-29T07:47:00.000+08:00

oh, and btw.
u give ur thoughts. but i wont stop disliking those ppl.

its boring.

2006-06-29T07:43:00.000+08:00

i have no idea but i cant cope with school anymore.
i think it's the holidays that got me all wired up and i need another restart
to keep my motor going.
i cant wake up that earlier.

i get reali tired and moody.
i din go for DB ytd.
my head spins.
so went home to rest.

so tiring.

someone help. =(

2006-06-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

i've got C+ for my DB.
and i'm absoultely upset.
seriously, i've nv been so serious in my work.
and when i look into my test... its so upsetting.

i scored near to full marks for my SQL.
but my DB technical explainations all so fup =(
i am upset abt it.
reali upset.

finally i see ppl seeing things dat i've been seeing from sem1 in NP.
the dumb asses in the dumb classes who wag their PEACOCK feathers.
wahaha. now ppl see true colours!
i din wanna put any smile to any shitty personalities, so pardon me.

i din wanna act lyk i love them.
i IGNORE and walk pass.
you cant expect me to LOVE my class.
I can be neutral, but i cant THICKEN my face to POLISH BUTTS.

it's lyk so OUTTA my mind if i do this.

see, ppl lyk YANYUN.
forever A.
but wad she did?
someone tell me!

SHE JUST KEPT SILENT AND SMILED TO HER PAPER WHICH SHE KIPS TO HERSELF.
SHE DO NOT GO ALL OVER TELL PPL ANYTHING UNTIL PPLE ASKS HER.
THIS IS MY HEART'S TOP IN CLASS. NOT ANY OF U NOR BOOTLICKERS.

xD so shiok. at least i talk every shit out of my heart now.

nvm. wait and see.
Darling scored a B+! yay!
SEE! who says he cant do it?
we reali studied lor. I SWEAR.
ok, i cant swear. but..

darling had counselled me abt grades is not abt everything.
and yes, i almost teared at my disappointment.
but now i recalled dat im actually working for a bigger picture.
i nid to stand up myself.

thanks darling for having u for ur bueno.
loves ya!<3

mwacks!

2006-06-27T08:18:00.000+08:00

yes, i retook cos.
but i studied really hard.
i noe 70 is not alot.
but 75 is the highest in class xD

happy happy =)

but wait, today is only tues.
gotta miss thursday alot. =(

anyway, our teacher was grumbling to us
dat we can have our 2 mths long break AGAAIN IN 1 MTH'S TIME.
wahh, darn slack la.
chiong this freakin-busy-filled-with-assignments 1 MTH.

and we get our SEMESTRAL BREAK AGAIN!!

OMG.
i am freakin happy! =)

but im gonna die soon of all the assignments.
someone pls help me.
darling, buy me more chocs. bueno will do.

AND EBF IS GONNA BE UP THIS SUN!
I MUST JIAYOU LIAO! *faints*

2006-06-26T07:49:00.000+08:00

the feeling now is totally beyond description.
today, the first school day after....
2 WEEKS.

awww..
my maple, my mahjong, my slacking, my tv, my bed.
all proof*! to the thin air.
just becos,
ITS THE START OF THE NEXT TERM.

A note to Mr.School Holidays:
You know we all need you by our side.
Without you, we have to go to school everyday averagely 9-4pm.
Without you, we have to chiong assignments like no tomorrow.
Without you, we have to sulk every weekdays.
Without you, life sharks.

Now a song that reminds me of you.
How do I live without you?
I want to know.
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go.

please.
COME BACK SOON.

p/s: I MISS YOU. (If you come back i'd buy you chocolates ok? deal!)

lots of love,
Sandra.

2006-06-24T22:46:00.000+08:00

i'm now really relieved and happy.

you see, every relationships, there'll be this time, where one of the party feel uncertain or insecure unknowkingly, and the other party might or might not feel it.
basically, you wont get this if both of you are new in the relationship.
it's basically the next phase higher in the relationship.

yes, and i reali hate pms, im sure it costs depression and i have no idea why i can get very very tired during period. Loss of blood might make me a weakling. And so, i blasted on my boy today. i just wanted to feel very in love again, like a renewal of our love or something.

so i confessed to my boy.

he is a poor thing. he's slow in realising stuffs. he can be sensitive but he's slow to noe the reasons why. so i told him everything dat bugged me. had a clear talk and he cuddled me as i teared my wearies.

now, it's lyk a stone in my throat and a rock in my heart, all gone!
thanks baobei for making an effort to know what im going through, and trying ur best to help. im really glad and i'm happy i can slp really well today.

misses you darling. *chocolatey kisses* <3

2006-06-24T09:32:00.000+08:00

you noe its pointless and needless for self defense.

anyway.
guess wad?
i saw kaiwen in cass! wahaha. sw0rdman sia!
keke. xD

i just tio toto last nite. blahs
i mean my mens.
i dono y but from 2 days ago.
i got the moodswing, the cramps.

till last nite den i got it.
maybe my womb is long?
ok, wad an adjective.

Poor Shen, went out with his boys till 6 in the morning to town for movies and soccer! poor thing.

now i have to suffer lonliness.
wahaha.
nahs, just that we've alrdy made AN APPOINTMENT to mit for mahjong at 10.
and u noe wad? he cant LISTEN TO ANYFORM OF SOUND WHEN HE'S ASLP.

lyk he'll nv be able to hear that LOUD LOUD 3 PHONES RINGING in his hse.
nor his LOUD LOUD HP SLPING AND RINGING beside him.
nor hear his DOORBELL DING DONG-ING.
nor hear his DOOR BEING BANGED SO LOUD ITS GONNA FALL.

i think maybe everyone's dreamland is of different distance.
maybe mine is lyk orchard and his is lyk North Pole?
yes, very exaggerating, but true.
lyk i wont continue slping with my LOUD LOUD hse phone ringing LOUD LOUDLY away.

if i din sound rite, yes, this is a complaint post leh.
im complaining.
wahaha.

it's just lyk he's gone to dreamland with many sheep with fur all over him.
and he could smell the poo of the sheep.
and herd them to green pastures.
okok, enuff ok, come back to real life! wake up now!

I DARE U TO TELEPATH WITH ME NOW AND WAKE UP NOW AND CALL ME NOW!

ok, my phone din ring =(

2006-06-23T08:04:00.000+08:00

haha. now u're saying u love ur gurls.
did i say dat u cant love ur gurls? NO.
did i say u dont have the freedom? NO.

i see from my OWN explanation and from my OWN point of view.
so wad is abt borrowing IC? tot u din lyk?
den y u still thicken ur skin to do it?
haha. tot u hate to the core? LOL MAN.

wad do u call that?
someone tell me! LOL.

i donid somone to love me u noe.
u can go ahead to love ur gurls.
i have seen and learnt enuff.
no thank u.

2006-06-22T08:46:00.000+08:00

now dat dear has got a funky haircut with a funky shade of green.
of cos, its in maple =)
it's ok cos happiness! xD
yay!

mine is in curls and its nice.
MAPLE IS FUN nowadays! xD
Happy first burfday, Maple Singapore!
xD

i've got 5 maple equip ler!
all thanks to baobei doing the hunting =)

oh, and anyways.

did u realise sumthing?

MY BURFDAY IS COMING.
YAY!
just less den 2 mths.
huh? still very long meh?

wont leh. last august 10 i have alrdy been longing for this yr's.
so its lyk almost a yr dat ive waited leh!
wahaha.

2006-06-21T10:05:00.000+08:00

im so bored can.
maple is having a server patch for the upcoming Singapore Maple Birthday Bash.
2 x EXP and 2 x drop items!
whooo!

this is reali cool!
xD

anyway.
i've got my entire set of umbrellas.
ook. black is quite hard to afford after so much of spending =.=
and we earn a living through the scrolls we've got xD

gtg school later for the poster pin up for our upcoming event:
NP FAS Defend Your School Soccer Competition.
it's happening on the 8th and 15th of July.
come on in to join this extravagent friendly match!

outsiders are welcomed.
*however you would nid a ngee ann student at least in your team to take part)

do contact me for more enquires! =)

2006-06-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

i still love it when u touched my hands and look into my eyes.
i still love it when u kissed me goodbye.
i still love it when u cuddled me tight.
i still love everything abt u!

besides the fact that u're always a slpy head!

argh.

2006-06-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

oh, and i have just read someone's post.

so thanks ar.
u're tellin me now datu're sick
so dat i'm the mean and evil person who din care that u're sick.
u DIN EVEN TELL ME.

so i waited the whole day for ur reply?
oh, it's ENTIRE day.
so this time? batt flat?
sick cant reply dat u're sick?

its lyk the day BEFORE the concert.
U NOE I love elmo.
U NOE it costs 50 bucks per tix.
so if u're not gg I NID to ask someone else.

so isnt not tellin me being IRRESPONSIBLE?

think la.

and STOP asking ard for things ONLI when u nid them.
STOP finding cliques or ppl onli when u nided something.
STOP finding someone and ditching ur another frens just becos u feel happier now.
oh ya, i don have any reason or any dumb status to ask u to stop.

so just carry on.

thats all for u.

2006-06-20T12:42:00.000+08:00

shopped till i drop!

went JB ytd for a 1-day shopping spree at holiday plaza!
so woo!
fun fun fun!
i love every single shopping moment.

i've got 5 tops, a pants, a wallet, a necklace, a pair of heels and a bag!
can u believe it?
i shopped lyk a desperate!

xD

but guess wad?
shopping is supposingly d best remedy for typical gurls lyk me.
shopping makes the world sweeter.
shopping makes everything worthwhile.

ok. a lil` exaggerated, but still..

i love the mango, papaya sliced dipped in chilli padi black sauce!
omg.
its fresh, delicious and NICE!
happy! xD

of cos, i miss my babyboy so much!
*hugs*

ok, yes, we mapled till 4am so of cos he's still snoozing away.
wahaha.

am gg to his hse for maple!! yay!! xD

2006-06-17T12:43:00.000+08:00

had a HIGH AND SATISFYING NITE YTD!

on the way to PASIR RIS DOWNTOWN EAST from Gombak mrt je station.
long ride. but reali fun! catchin up with my LOVELOVE kasuet.
ok, we started of with these:

yay! i love aiai! xD

den we bitched and bitched and gossiped and recall the sweet memories..
aww.. those were the days! =)
and of cos we hugged and we kissed and we.. *sensored*. nahs, we onli held hands xD

finally we reached OUR DESTINATION! togther with lovelove, baby, yinghua and me!
we reached the wonderland at SESAME STREET!
u dono how lucky we are! learnt from the organiser that there's lyk 100+ ppl and only lucky 5 winners got it!

its $48 bucks per tix leh! and we got 4! yay!
xD
and u see! lovelove and yinghua APPRECIATES it when they are invited.
not lyk some pple.

wadeva!

ok. back to my sesame street!

now! this is the STAGE! WOO!

and here comes my MEMORIES! MY ELMO! AHHH! I WANNA BRING THEM HOME!
SEE THEM DANCE! HERE THEM SING!
OMG! I'LL NV FORGET THAT HOOKEY POKEY DANCE FROM ELMO!
AHHH! SO FREAKIN CUTEEEE! XD

yes big bird is BIG! ahh! keke.

ok, this is darn cute! YAP 1 and YAP 2.
they're from MARS
so their MARSians,
and this is their VERY INTERESTING LANGUAGE.
shoes = YAPYAP
book = YAPEE
family = YAPYAPEE

omg!
darn cute la.
so they go YAP YAP YAP all the way.
and of cos it made the kids laugh =)

this is me and elmo
cos there's no photo taking session =(
we can onli take with this ; the board! ahhh! =(
*sobs*

our grp pic! xD

this is cute rite?
yes! another board! haha.
spot the little kid in the middle?
cos we asked her father to take it for us.
den when her father holds on to a cam,
she tot she's suppose to pose!

and she rushed to us and den she took it with us xD
so cute rite.

and there's this another boy. who saw elmo the BOARD when he comes out from the hall,
i repeat: BOARD
its a BOARD MA!
he comes out and slams the board and shouted " ELMO"!
omg! so cute la!

i think it hurts though.
or maybe he tot it's the real elmo!
poor thing =( but its reali cute!

I WAN ELMO AGAIN! =(
ELMO'S WORLD! WITH HIS CRAYON AND GOLDFISH DOTTIE! XD

2006-06-16T17:31:00.000+08:00

today i heard abt ppl borrowing stuffs from ppl
ONLY WHEN THEY NIDED IT.
why and when have you been so spastic?
i cant believe it.

you were once all i have gt.
when i nided u most.

i dono how well u have learnt from who.
to ENTERTAIN CLIQUES.
well, hear this.
i despise spastic ppl!

im so disappointed in u!

***

well, kasuet is different!
she is nice and kips her frens close to her.
The ones she lyks she shows it out
ps: see y tagboard! wahaha.

The ones she dont lyk.
she just dont lyk.
she donid to ENTERTAIN PPL.
not lyk u!! argh!

***

im now at shen's hse! gg out ler!
miting MY LOVELOVE KASUET and YINGHUA (:
hehe. so happy =)
YINGHUA don sad i asked u out last min okie!

i am so happy! ELMO awaits me! xD
yay! muacks! <3<3

2006-06-15T10:24:00.000+08:00

im now awake!
not reali tired though i chionged maple with darling tilll dawn at 5am.
haha.
wanna mahjong leh. v.sian.

TMR IS ELMO WORLD LIAO!
XD

I LOVE ELMO!

ANTICIPATING!

kasuet and ashley!
free hor! hehe. =)

2006-06-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

yes yes yes!
MY ELMO!
MY SESAME STREET!
I LOVE YOU! *muacks*

went all the way to AMOY street to get these tix. walked MILES from tanjong pagar mrt station.. sweat and blisters =(

finally reached! and den i got my hands on these!

4 tix worth 200! now im lyk VERY HAPPY!

i'm so happy! =)

went back to orchard cineleisure to catch the preview league of
GARFIELD 2!! xD
Tell me to much extent can u love ur pet?
Royal status?

i love GARFIELD... i mean onli his BUTT..
when u see the way he shake his arse. u will noe. hehe.

it's a great cute and jovial show to watch!
i nv lyked garfield cartoon. but now, i love garfield's animation!
anyways. i still love ELMO! xD

***

darling, im sorry for all the nonsensical stuffs i've blasted on u.
i noe u noe mi well, u noe i kip saying stuffs i dont meant.
hais.
sry baobei.
ILOVEU STILL SO MUCH.
*heartaches*

this, if u din realise, is made up of mahjong.
my darling did this for me.
aww. love u <3<3

2006-06-14T10:41:00.000+08:00

its been days after the exams and i have been ENJOYING LIFE!
XD

Maple:
My new found love in maple!

my PET PANDA! u dono how i love her so.
i even bought her that cute thing ard her neck!
xD

yes, and a-cash is ADDICTIVE LA.

I have almost the entire set of my lovely umbrellas.
i am currently collecting! xD
im left with the green and the black!
black is reali darn costly la!

so i am saving money.. i mean messos.
to get it! wahaha!

and of cos this collection is with love!
darling bought the a-cash from someone and do it on gacha.
first few tries are not reali good. but now, he got mi the crystal earrings and nice nice umbrellas! red and purple! wooo! xD my favs!

but im now onli lvl 40.
so must jiayou.

darling is reali addicted. especially u noe the pq?
walau. drop cape and earrings and give nice scrolls.
who wont YEARN?
=)

****
and u noe those days when im mugging at MacDonald's.
if anyone do, u will see the sesame street advertisement,
abt them coming to town! OBVIOUSLY there's ELMO! and ERNIE! and BIGBIRD!
u noe? that RED furry thing that im bonkers abt?

YES, ITS COMING TO TOWN!

and its coming to DOWNTOWN east.
and for the advertisement at McDonald,
u just have to ans a DUMB DUMB qns and send an sms to them.
it clearly stated "NO EXTRA CHARGE"

so my dear was saying " NO EXTRA CHARGE LEH!"
den he smsed once.
so another day twice.
and guess wad?

the company called ytd and told us we've won 4 tix!
omg!!!!
i was lyk in HEAVEN LA.
darling best! =))

he claims it's God's planned 6mths pressie for me!
ok, then i must be reali glad! xD

so now. we have spare 2 tix.
thinking of selling them on ebay, or giving them to someone who loves elmo too!
if u think u love elmo! pls pm me or something.

i AM SO HAPPy.

ok, and i told my mum and he told his mum.
and both mum's think that it's a scam.
ok, but they have alrdy emailed wenshen abt whr to collect the tix by this thurs.
and so! I AM GOING TO COLLECT IT LATER.

ya, u noe u may doubt lyk other dumb sales person,
they get sales by telling u u've won, but in the end is u must buy something reali expensive la.
or buy 1 get 1.

so i can understand y aunties think lidat la. xD

***

there's many sparkles when i see into ur eyes.
i cant deny u're part of me.
iloveyou my darling. <3

2006-06-12T01:43:00.000+08:00

happy 6mths baobei!

i love u!
many many!
=)

as much as the ants on earth!

mwacks mwacks! <3

2006-06-11T09:31:00.000+08:00

have u ever had felt lyk there's a hole on ur heart?
maybe during breakups, when u done something wrong, or maybe when u felt everything u were having were gone.
i always felt this hole in my heart, especially when i wake up from bed.

I recall when i was very young, i felt always felt
"walau, today very sian leh. nothing to do. wa. damn sian"
den i felt lyk my heart has a big big hole dat nothing can fill it.
until i went to church and praised and love God sincerely.

the emptiness was felt.
it's just so real u cant deny.
and today, for the first time after so long.
i have this emptiness once again.

i haven been gg to church for a month.
it's reali a hectic experience for me.
and freedom makes u wanna go out den go to church.
everything tells u how troublesome it is to get to expo.

but today.
i wanna make it.
im gonna go church!
i wanna feel the true happiness from inside.

not from the worldly measures or materialistic values.

and i noe, onli He can give.
=)

2006-06-06T16:52:00.000+08:00

ya. i havent blogged abt the camp at my place.
ppl who came over are:
my baby, lovelove kasuet, christel, yinghua, alan.
its a lifetime experience!

everythings so cool:

study hard, mahjonged through the nite,
maple and slacked and cup noodles!
woo!

xD

and im so glad dat i found back my lovelove kasuet la.
u wouldnt noe how much i missed u since.
a little awkward at first sight. hehe.
but i just love how we laugh.

and cantonese RAWKS LA.
im not wadeva SAM GU LOK PO LA!
!!

haha. :)

anyways. thank you so much la.
i din noe u were always there updating urself with my blogg.
so much so dat u noe dat i actually lyk nail art and she got me the art pen.
so sad. i think u so long nv pass to me liao la. den my pathetic pen....

GOTTEN SOAKY LIAO LA.
next time pass me early la x)

so sweet ur taggy. just made my day!

* oh and jessie!
the new intro for u from my fren:
The show GONG. korean show.
"it's a v.v.v.v nice show, even nicer den full house!"
dats quoted from my sugar.

wahahhaa.

I YEARN FOR FRIDAY
AHHHH!
imagine!
i could
CHIONG MAHJONG
CHIONG SHOPPING
CHIONG MOVIES
CHIONG MAPLE

CHIONG ALL LA! XD

anyway. im so into maple la.
now dat im in ludi and im ADDICTED TO GACHAPON!
i got so many stuffs.
now i've got THERMOMETER! rmb? the one dat i longed for?
light purple umbrella, beige umbrella!
Crystal Flower earrings!

xD

and i've got a pet.
and a new style.

sry to say.
IM ADDICTED TO MAPLE'S a-cash!
blahhs.

but's so fun la.

**

a tribute to my loyal fans!
i mean of my blogger xD

and this is to my lover.
MY ONE AND ONLY,

2006-06-01T14:22:00.001+08:00

im now in COS.
i'm gg to get mad in COS.
cant she see obviously that everyone hates lessons that're sooo stressful.
darnit sickening.

C0.N.N.1.3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wadeva it is.
i just hate COS lessons.
i may be mean.
but my heart speaks that.

so obviously.
i blog wad my heart feels.
wadeva it is.
im gonna chiong my COS liao.

den i can be witty.

fark it.
sry, just wanna scold that.
sometimes it gets me so heat up.

oh, and cant u see i cldnt understand.
and u don bother to explain when me and that gurl begged.
u just wanna solo.
y pple LOVE To solo. it's kinda selfish ok.

i donid the nice outcome. i wanna learn something!!!! haii.

i just don have passion in that fking COS la.
CANT U SEE!
i hard core hated it.
the hatred is so strong.

y do i have to study that fking COS.
y cant everything be WP and UID and CM.
Even OOP is much better.

even EBF OOAD DB is SOOOOO MUCH NICER.
I YEARN FOR THOSE MODULES LA.

BUT COS MAKES ME F-UP!!!!!!!

YAYA! I/O DEVICES IS MY ALL IN ONE PRINTER!
SHE TELLS THAT TO EVERY GRP
WTF.
HAVEN EVEN EXPLAIN CAN!

i may kill the person who invented the darnit
RJ11 RJ45, MOTHERBOARD, AND MOST OF ALL THE SAIO PRINTER.
although it was a great invention.
but i can understand how it spoils my fking day today.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

hate it.

ok. after grumbling. i feel better.

*****

ok. something heart warming.
darling got me a nice voodoo doll.
its a couple buy.
=) 2 for 9.90. at NP-COOP =)

i bought one JUDO voodoo doll for my bro.
basically the appearance of that Judo doll looks like a taekwondo thingy
which is very much like my bro who takes up taekwondo.
its darn cute. i hope he lyks it.

seriously, i love that voodoo doll darling gave me. =)
thanks darl! mwacks.

ok. now i've got mood swings.
now im feeling happy again cos i rmb i ate kinder bueno shen has gave me during the break just.
it's lyk an apple a day.

a bueno a day makes me happy! =)

2006-06-01T14:22:00.000+08:00